called me and told me the police had just found a body in the woods. A girl, and they havenât identified her yet.â
This was not good. I was glad that I knew that Grace was here, in the piano room making weird scratching noises. I realized Mom was still staring at me meaningfully; I was supposed to react.
I said, âAnd you just assumed that some random dead person was me?â
âIt was near our property line, Isabel,â Mom snapped.
Then my father said what Iâd somehow known he was going to say. âShe was killed by wolves.â
I was filled with incredible anger, all of a sudden, at Sam and Cole and Grace, for doing nothing when Iâd told them to do something .
There was more noise coming from the piano room. I spoke overthe top of it. âWell, Iâve been at school or here all day. Hard to get killed at school.â Then, because I realized I needed to ask or look guilty: âWhen will they know who she is?â
âI donât know,â my father said. âThey said she was in bad shape.â
Mom said abruptly, âIâm going to go change out of these clothes.â For a moment, I couldnât puzzle out the reason for her speedy exit. Then I realized she mustâve been thinking about my brotherâs death, imagining Jack torn apart by wolves. I was impervious; I knew how Jack had really died.
Just then, there was a thump from the piano room, clear enough that my fatherâs eyes narrowed.
âIâm sorry I didnât pick up the phone,â I said loudly. âI didnât mean to upset Mom. Hey. Something hit the bottom of my car on the way home. Would you look at it?â
I waited for him to refuse me, to charge into the other room and find Grace shifting into a wolf. But instead he sighed and nodded, already heading back toward the other door.
Of course there was nothing under my car for him to find. But he spent so long investigating that I had time to hurry back to the piano room to see if Grace had destroyed the Steinway. All I found was an open window and one of the screens pushed out into the yard. I leaned out and caught a glimpse of yellow â my Santa Maria Academy shirt, snagged on one of the bushes.
There had never been a worse time for Grace to be a wolf.
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So I had missed her again.
After the phone call, I lost hours to â nothing. Caught completely by the sound of Graceâs voice, my thoughts chased each other, the same questions over and over. Wondering if I would have been able to see Grace if Iâd gotten her message earlier, if I hadnât gone out to check the shed for signs of life, if I hadnât walked farther into the woods and shouted up through birch leaves to the sky, frustrated by Coleâs seizure and Graceâs absence and by just the weight of being me.
I drowned in the questions until the light failed. Hours gone, like Iâd shifted, but Iâd never left my own skin. It had been years since Iâd lost time like this.
Once upon a time, that was my life. I used to look out the window for hours at a time, until my legs fell asleep beneath me. It was when I first came to Beck â I mustâve been eight or so, not long after my parents had left me with my scars. Ulrik sometimes picked me up under my armpits and pulled me back toward the kitchen and a life occupied by other people, but I was a silent, quivering participant. Hours, days, months gone, lost to another place that admitted neither Sam nor wolf. It was Beck who finally broke the spell.
He had offered me a tissue; it was a strange enough gift that it brought me to the present. Beck waved it at me again. âSam. Your face.â
I touched my cheeks; they werenât so much damp as sticky with the memory of continuous tears. âI wasnât crying,â I told him.
âI know you werenât,â Beck replied.
While I pressed the tissue to my face, Beck said, âCan I tell
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