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were coursing through her and she scrambled miserably for the bathroom where she retched emptily.
Dan came into the room as she was wearily climbing back between the sheets. In hip-hugging jeans and casual T-shirt he looked undeniably sexy. And also quite appalled.
âHelen!â
Dan wet his dry lips with a deliberate thoroughness and she stiffened. There must be a reason why he was shaking, why the steaming mug in his hand was slopping hot liquid onto his handâand yet he wasnât even wincing.
Warily she sat up, hugging the sheet to her body, her grey eyes huge with alarm.
âWhat?â she breathed.
The mug was placed on the bedside table. Dan kept staring at her helplessly, his hands now thrust into his pockets, and he swallowed several times before he managed to speak again.
âYouâ¦fainted.â
She glowered, bristling. âI certainly did. I hope you realise how much youâve hurt me.â
âThereâs a problem.â He seemed unsure how to go on.
âAll of your making,â she muttered.
âNoâ¦youâ¦keep feeling sick.â
She furled her brow. âSo?â
Dan sucked in a huge breath and strode about the room erratically while Helen watched him in amazement. He was so rigid he looked as if he might snap. Each jerky step jarred his entire body, sending ripples of movement across the straining T-shirt and his grim, flinty face.
Suddenly he whipped around, his bulk silhouetted against the window so that she couldnât make out his expression.
âYour bodyâs changed. It feels different.â
Cut to the quick, she flushed and ensured that the sheet stayed up around her neck in concealment.
âDo you mean Iâm fat?â she demanded icily.
âNoâ¦I donât know, but it is differentââ
âOh. Texture? Firmness? Different to Celineâs? Well,â she hurtled on before he had a chance to reply, âmaybe itâs because I rarely have time to eat a proper meal nowadays. Iâm snatching things on the run. Doughnuts. French fries. Bars of chocolate. Anyway,â she went on, determined not to be crushed by him, âI like the way I am. And you didnât seem to mind too much just now!â
That hit home. She knew sheâd wounded him when he took a step back and rocked on his heels. But she didnât like what sheâd done.
âIâm sorry,â she said, lowering her eyes in shame. âI donât know why I said that. I couldnât help it. But you must realise Iâve reason to be upset. And I feel so grungy with this wretched gastric thingââ
âI donât think itâs that, Helen,â he said carefully. âThere could be another reason why youâre being sick.â
âWhat?â
He just stared. Gradually the weight of his words suddenly sank into her. She went very still, as if all life inher body had been suspended, her eyes enormous in her pale face.
No. She couldnât be.
Not⦠pregnant !
CHAPTER FIVE
âIâIâ M JUST â¦sick,â Helen protested in a small, frightened voice. âOne of those tummy bugs. Iâll get better in a day or so.â
A spasm pinched Danâs mouth in. He seemed to be struggling with the fear that they might have created a baby just when their marriage was falling apart. Help us all! she thought. That would be so hard to bear! What incredibly awful timing! The poor little babyâ¦
Hoarsely he croaked, âYouâre saying itâs not possible?â
âNoâ¦Iâ¦â
Helen chewed her lip, aghast. She cast her mind around, trying to remember when sheâd last had a period. Life had been so hectic that sheâd lost track. It must have been ages.
âIâm sure itâs unlikely. After all, we havenât been near each other for weeks,â she dissembled sullenly.
âBut you could be,â Dan persisted, his brooding eyes and harsh tone
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