wine anyway, finishing it in a rapid series of swallows that made her throat burn. âWow. Thatâs a rough merlot,â sheâd said, not wanting him to continue.
He did anyway, clasping his hands and rubbing his thumb over his plain gold wedding ring. Jakeâs bangs were too long. She wanted to yell at him to stop hiding behind his hair, the way she often scolded Kennedy.
But Laura had remained silent despite instinctively knowing that the conversation was headed straight off the cliff of domesticity and into the frigid black waters of troubled marriages. She had also known that she would forgive Jake for whatever heâd done. Laura couldnât imagine life without him. She had loved him since college. Theyâd helped raise each other into adulthood.
Jake told her that when heâd returned from the airport at twooâclock in the morning, the lights were off downstairs, but there was a light on in the guest room. âI didnât want to scare Anne, so I called her name as soon as I went upstairs.â
Laura had to stop herself from bolting from the room. She didnât want to hear any more. âIâm sure she was expecting you. Anne knew when you were coming home. I even sent her an e-mail with your flight information.â
âI know. Youâre always so thoughtful.â Jakeâs voice broke. âThatâs why this is so hard.â
âJesus, Jake,â Laura said. âJust tell me! Did you sleep with my sister? Is that it?â She had to tuck her hands beneath her thighs; they were trembling. She was trembling all over, as if she had the flu.
âNo,â Jake said, âbut almost.â
âWhat do you mean?â Laura cried out. â
Almost?
What is this,
high school
? Are you talking first base here? Second?
Third?
With my own
sister
?â
He began to reach out to touch her knee, but her expression must have stopped him. Jake folded his hands in his lap instead. âThe door to the guest room was open a little,â he said, âso I poked my head in to say good night. Anne told me to come in and tell her about the trip.â
âAll right,â Laura said, staring at Jakeâs hands now. âThen what?â
âAnne said she was glad I was home, because sheâd been thinking about me. Fantasizing, she said.â
âShe
said
that?â Lauraâs gaze flew up to his face.
Jake nodded. âI thought Iâd misheard her. But thatâs what she said. So I asked why, and she got out of bed and came over to me.â His voice trailed off. âOh, God, Laura. This is rough. Iâm so
ashamed
. And I donât want you to hate your sister.â
âTell me,â she said, but she could guess. Sheâd seen Anne in action. Whatever her little sister wanted, she usually got.
Especially if what she wanted was a man. Even in high school, Anne had managed to sleep with Sebastian Martinson, who was already at Yale when Anne was only a junior. Laura had caught Anne with Sebastian at a party one night, a tangle of limbs in a car, hersisterâs burnished hair on fire beneath a streetlamp, her legs milky white around Sebastianâs waist.
âTell me,â Laura repeated, though she wanted to cover her ears.
âThereâs no easy way to say this, honey,â Jake said. âAnne was naked, but she got out of bed anyway. I was too shocked to move. She put her arms around my neck and started kissing me, pressing herself against me. I think she must have been drinking.â He winced. âI swear thatâs all that happened. I got out of there as fast as I could. Your own sister! I am so, so sorry.â
Laura had stroked her husbandâs bowed head, shushing him, relieved that his confession had ended here and not where her own mind had gone. âYou didnât do anything wrong,â she said. âItâs okay.
Weâre
okay. Anne has always been wild. Any other man would
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