doctor's gaze. Guilt rolled over her and did a good job of slapping her back to reality. She just kissed this woman's boyfriend. "I'm sorry. I didn't—" Mary waved her off and grinned like she'd just witnessed a miracle. Shouldn't the good doctor want to punch her in the nose for taking liberties with Derek? "Don't be sorry," Mary said. "It looked like Derek was rather enjoying himself." Her gaze riveted to Derek to say something, but he stood there with his hands stuffed in the pockets of his jeans as if keeping them there would force him to behave. "I just wanted to give you the number to my backline," Mary said and handed her a slip of paper. "You can call any time to see how Lad is doing." "Thanks." She stuffed the paper into her jacket pocket and hurried to the car. She slipped inside, shutting the door behind her. "Can you say: Awkward?" She closed her eyes and hit her head against the headrest. A few seconds later, Derek opened the door to the driver's side. Once he was buckled in, he turned to look at her. "Are you okay?" "I'm sorry." She tucked her hair behind her ear. "I didn't mean to cause any problems between you and your girlfriend." "My girlfriend?" Then he chuckled with a shake of his head. "Mary isn't my girlfriend. She's my cousin." "Oh." That tiny bit of knowledge cheered her. She glanced at his profile and her lips curved before she thought about what that meant. She kissed him, full on kissed him with teeth and tongue and she didn't understand why she did. Heck, technically she still had a boyfriend. For God's sake what did Derek think of her? "Was the kiss that bad?" Amusement danced in his voice. "What?" She met his gaze in confusion. He gestured toward her. "You're frowning." She made a conscious effort to smooth her features. "It's not you. It's just…I don't kiss." "Really?" His mouth twitched. "I mean I don't go around just kissing anyone." "Good to know, but we've kissed before, darlin'. I remember." He winked. "I mean…I care about Tim," she said more for her benefit and it didn't sound too convincing. He studied her for a long moment. "Are you in love with him?" There was no teasing now. He really wanted to know. She cared about Tim. Was that love? Until all this happened, she thought it was a possibility. "Maybe, I could have been," she said with little conviction. He nodded. "I get it, you know. You had a history with Tim. Sometimes the line between being comfortable and being in love can become blurred." "Yeah." She let out a long sigh. "I wanted it to work between us. I truly did." "You don't have to feel guilty that it didn't. I admire you." "You do?" "You took a chance and some of us never gain the courage to even try." He put the key in the ignition and started the car before he glanced at her again. "Just in case you're wondering if I have a girlfriend..." His lips curved and for a moment she thought of the kiss they'd shared. "…I don't," he finished. Her heart stuttered then restarted again. She didn't know what to say so she didn't say anything. She settled back in her seat and looked straight ahead as the car sped forward. She tried not to let his words affect her, but darn it anyway, they did. Derek didn't have a girlfriend. Despite all that had happened, she smiled.
Chapter Ten He kissed Sloane McBride, and dammit if he didn't like it way too much. Even more than he had liked kissing her behind the bleachers in their school auditorium. However, he would have to put the breaks on the smooching. She was vulnerable right now and he didn't get involved with chicks on the rebound. And let's not forget: She might sport fangs in the near future. Kinda put a damper on the whole relationship scenario. If he believed that load of crap, why did he tell her he didn't have a girlfriend. He might as well tattooed 'Kiss Me I'm Yours' on his forehead. "Derek?" His hands tightened on the steering wheel. "Yeah." "I don't understand why I kissed you… I mean it was