even out here trolling in the dark.” She couldn't see his face but the stiffening in his stance let her know he'd bristled at her words. “I saw you leave.” “ And?” He sighed and intruded her personal space, throwing her off enough she couldn't think of a good enough reason why he shouldn't have. When she did, he threw his jacket over her shoulders, and whatever she had to say got caught up in his scent. The man was high maintenance. He smelled expensive and complicated and masculine. That combined scent turned into a curl of need in her stomach. “ You know what? I don't care,” she said. The liquor had given her a heady buzz. If she had a filter, the whiskey had drowned it. “I came out here to remind myself of all the promises I made when I stopped believing in the happily-ever-after my mother had always told me existed.” He glared at her. “And why in the hell would you need to do that?” “ Because I've had too many shots and I was looking at you, wanting you.” She grabbed a fistful of her hair and tugged as though that could help clear her thoughts and douse her arousal. “I know better when I'm sober.” He made a pfft sound. “You were sober when we were sitting on that bench.” “ You caught me off guard.” “ Don't insult me or yourself,” he said. She pulled his jacket closer around herself. The soft material kept her warm. That feeling made it easy to tell him the truth. He wasn't a threat, he was...there. “I don't need a man to make me feel whole, and that I've accomplished a full life just by getting hitched. I can have that without you or any man. I'm not less of a woman because I don't have soft hands. And I deserve better than to have a man who kisses me then another woman a few hours later. I don't need you, Dane. So, I don't understand why you're out here with me.” He stilled. “You're jealous?” She straightened her shoulders. “No.” His laugh was seductive as he stepped forward and ate up what was left of her personal space. He placed his hands on the building behind her. It was dark, yes, but with him so close she could make out his features. Lust etched deep lines around his brows and lips, and the tick in his jaw line showed he was fighting it. “I was dancing with her because I—so I could forget you. That may make me a dick and I'll wholeheartedly accept that.” He cupped her chin and lifted it up so there was nowhere but his gaze to look. “But while I was dancing with her she smelled wrong, felt wrong. All I could think about was you. How your hands aren't smooth. How you use that mouth to tell me to fuck off in a nice way, but I wanted yours more than I could ever want hers. I shouldn't touch you. I damn sure shouldn't be out here wanting to push you against this wall and lose myself inside you. But I saw you leave the bar and the only thing I could do was follow.” Her heart twisted at his words. She should have been turned off. Shouldn't have felt some kind of relief at what he said. He felt just as conflicted about his feelings for her as she did for him. So how could she not melt at the relief? It had to take a lot of…well, a lot of whiskey for him to admit that he wanted her with such an intensity. And to be honest about his reasons for dancing with that other woman. She swallowed, still fighting the inevitable draw to him. It was too dark, they were too alone and none of their usual inhibitions were anywhere in sight. “ What a way to compliment a girl.” “ Yeah.” He laughed, his gaze sliding down to her breasts and the heat slid in his eyes. “Give me that mouth. I need your lips on mine or I won't shut up. Whatever I say tonight will embarrass the shit out of me tomorrow.” She curled her fingers in his shirt. “I'm going to regret telling you about my ex.” His frown deepened. “But you didn't tell me.” “ If you were listening, you heard all about him.” She yanked him a little closer and slanted her mouth over