the one whoâs lucky. If thereâs any good in me, itâs come from you.â I looked down at my sandwich, going over her words in my head. She'd brought up a lot of good points for which I didnât have answers. I wished I was as sure of myself as she was of me. I turned down my music and placed the offending forks in the sink. Picking up my sandwich, I glanced at her shopping bags.
âWhy were you shopping at babyGap?â Mom looked down at the bags, smiling, and then back up at me.
âWell, on my way to the store this morning I passed this girl panhandling on the corner of Flint Canyon and MoPac. She was young and miserable looking and strung-out. I donât know on what. The saddest part was she was very pregnant. It broke my heart. I gave her some money, not much. I hope she used it to feed herself. And then I decided to buy her some clothes and things for the baby. Iâm going to put together a care package, include some food and gift cards and some names and addresses of places here in town where she can go for some help. Iâll need to do a little research and calling around on that. And I hope I can find her again tomorrow to make my delivery.â Momâs face was animated, as it always was when she had a cause.
âAnd you accuse me of wearing my heart on my sleeve? Iâm proud of you, though. Itâs the right thing to do.â Her eyes were contemplative. I knew she was thinking it was not enough. She wouldnât let her conscience be eased until every drug addict she found was clean and healthy.
âDo you think, Mateo, that your father would let me continue to work on the Clean Water Initiative?â She looked anxious. I could tell this had been on her mind. It was a good sign. She was beginning to see past us, past our circumstances, and do what she did best, which was focusing on the needs of others. She didnât do well when she wasnât helping people.
âI donât see why not.â I thought for a minute and then continued. âItâs good PR for the family, and heâs always been behind it one hundred percent. You wouldnât even have to interact with him at all, just the board. He can continue to consider us dead to him, and you can continue to do good works in his name. I gotta say, Mom, youâre getting the short end of the stick on that.â
âItâs okay. My consolation is knowing more and more people across Mexico will have safe drinking water. I donât care who gets credit. Itâs never been about that for me. And when weâre done with Mexico, weâll move on to South America or maybe Africa.â
âDream big, Mom. Iâm with you all the way.â I picked up my plate, careful to balance the overloaded sandwich on it. Doodles was right at my heels, hoping for the spill I was trying to avoid. âWhy donât you contact the board tomorrow and see what happens? The more I think about it, the more I think itâs a good idea. I bet Dad is maintaining appearances. Iâm sure heâs come up with some cover story for why weâre here. You could probably continue all of your volunteer work by phone and computer. Why didnât I think of that before?â
âYouâve had a lot on your mind, Mateo. We both have.â Mom moved to the fridge, replacing the sliced turkey and mustard I had left on the countertop.
âStop, Mom, Iâll get that. Just let me eat first. Iâm starving.â She narrowed her eyes and scowled at me. âOkay, I mean Iâm really, really hungry.â
Mom was a stickler for proper adjectives. She firmly believed that no one as privileged as we were should ever use words such as starving or dying of thirst. She had helped people who were truly both. She smiled at me, though, and continued to clean up my mess.
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