limited time we spent together in other ways, my darling,â she riposted.
âI seem to remember that determination was mutual.â
âWell, I can hardly deny that. But there was another reason. I always had the distinct impression you didnât
like
me in your kitchen. Afraid Iâd scratch the non-stick off your pans or something.â
âNonsense.â
She served the omelette on a plate painted with flowers which looked Italian and hand-made.
âGot nice taste, Mrs Mowbray has,â Chrissie remarked.She turned her head as if listening. âWhere is she, by the way?â
âIn England. Their daughterâs at school there.â
She sat down opposite him and watched him eat.
âThis is good,â he told her.
He felt she was observing him. Like a doctor studying a patient â or an inquisitor working out what approach to take.
âHow bad was Baghdad?â
He glanced up. Her face had an odd, bruised look, as if in some way she felt responsible for what had happened to him.
âIt wasnât nice,â he answered.
âNo. Iâve gathered that much. They interrogated you for a long time?â
âYes.â
âWhat did they ask?â
He hesitated. She was approaching forbidden ground again. But he could tell her some of it.
âWell, a man approached me in the hotel. He whispered something to me. The interrogator wanted to know what it was.â
âAnd that âsomethingâ was to do with biological weapons?â
âYes. The man mentioned anthrax.â No harm in telling her that.
â
Anthrax!
â Her alarm surprised him. âBut what exactly? He gave you details about an attack being planned?â
âNot details.â
âWell, what
did
he say then?â
âChrissie . . . I canât go into this.â
She looked uncomfortable and began twisting the diamond and ruby ring on her wedding finger. âNo. No, of course you canât.â
Sam finished eating. He could see there was more she wanted to know.
âWhen they arrested you, I get the impression they knew who you were â is that right?â
âThey knew precisely. They had my real name.â
She put a hand to her mouth. âBut how? Any ideas?â
âNone whatsoever.â
She took in a deep breath. âThat must have been one hell of a shock.â
âYes.â
âTheyâll go mad in London.â
âUndoubtedly.â
She was breathing faster than before, as if nervous for him. He watched the rise and fall of her breasts and noticed a couple of buttons had come undone on her blouse.
âAnd later,â she asked after a while, âdid it ever get so bad that you thought you might notââ
âYes. I got pretty low,â he interrupted euphemistically. He wasnât going to tell her just
how
low heâd got in that stinking, shit-caked cell. Despair like that was shaming to look back on. Best not talked about. Best not even remembered.
âIâm so sorry.â
âWasnât your doing, sweetheart,â he replied dismissively. He didnât want her pity.
âNo. I know it wasnât. But Iâm still sorry.â
They drank the coffee sheâd made.
âI canât tell you how good that was,â Sam murmured, pushing away the plate. âI feel almost human again.â He stroked his chin. âCould do with a shave though.â Two days since a razor crossed his skin â or was it three?
She reached over and touched his hand. âWonât you tell me about it? It might help to talk.â
âNo.â
She took her hand back as if his refusal hurt. Shelooked down at her long, slim fingers with their neat clear-lacquered nails. Her hair fell forward covering much of her face. She tossed it back but kept her eyes down. The set of her mouth conveyed a sadness which heâd seen before from time to time and never fully
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