sign. ”
“ Do
you trust him? ”
“ Do
you? ”
I smiled. “ I don ’ t
know. ”
“ Yeah,
well, we ’ re going to be
seeing him tomorrow anyway. ”
“ Oh? ”
“ I
have to fight Harlan. ”
I heard the words and froze for a
few seconds. “ Wait. You
have to fight Harlan? ”
“ Yeah.
When I was there the first time, he suggested it. He wants to see me fight. I
figured it would only be fair. Plus, I haven ’ t
had a fight since …”
I saw Tripp turn his head.
I reached for his arm. “ Hey. What happened? ”
He pulled away. “ Nothing. It doesn ’ t really matter. ”
He started to move toward the door
and I scrambled to do anything to keep him near me. My brain ran fast.
“ Beer? ” I called out.
“ What? ”
“ You
and me. Beer. I mean, let ’ s
get something to drink. Beer and pizza? Something to eat? It ’ s almost the end of the day
anyway, right? We can hang out, have a couple drinks, maybe talk? ”
“ Now
you want to talk? ”
“ If
it breaks up this tension, ” I said. “ I hate this,
Tripp. I know you don ’ t
want to be here. Neither do I. So … you can ask me anything. ”
“ Did
you ever fuck anyone else in the MC? ” he asked, so quick and bold, as though it had been burning in his mind for a
while.
“ No, ” I said. “ I ’ m
not that kind of person, Tripp. I haven ’ t
been with … I ’ m not that kind of person. ”
Tripp didn ’ t make a move, didn't change his expression. “ I have one more question. ”
“ Okay. ”
“ Plain
or pepperoni? ”
I smiled. “ Pepperoni works for me. ”
And a side of you, Tripp.
13.
(Tripp)
I threw the crust into the box and
let out a groan. I was full. We sat on the floor, my back against the wall,
Winter across from me, legs bent, hugging her knees. There was a pizza and a
half gone and we were well into our second six pack.
“ You
can ’ t waste the crust, ” she said.
“ Like
fuck I can ’ t, ” I said.
“ You
must have grown up with parents and money. ”
“ You
grew up on the street? ”
“ Close
enough. ”
I took a swig of beer. Seven in and
my mind was well beyond thinking logical. The most important thing was that I
knew where the gun was. Just in case anything happened.
“ Tell
me about it, ” I said. “ You want to be an open book
tonight, right? ”
“ Yeah,
right, ” Winter said. “ I don ’ t know. My father was the one who tried to raise
me. My mother left long before I could remember her. At one point my father
tried to convince me she was dead because I guess it ’ s easier to believe a parent is dead rather than
believe that they just abandoned you. ”
“ Did
that work for you? ”
“ No.
I knew the truth. My mother was this phantom and my father never let it go. He
was a drunk. He lost jobs every week. We had no electricity. Got kicked out of apartments
and houses. There were times when he ’ d
wake me up in the middle of the night and we ’ d
have to leave to avoid paying the rent. ”
“ What
happened to him? ”
“ What
makes you think something happened? ”
“ I
can see it in those blue eyes, darling, ” I said.
Those fucking blue eyes.
They were staring right at me. They
were big, beautiful, and goddammit, they deserved something so much better than
all this happening.
“ He
was stabbed to death when I was sixteen. ”
“ Christ. ”
“ He
got involved with gambling and had some serious debts. He thought he could work
cards to make things right. He owed a lot and was killed. Then I found out he
was going to offer me as payment. My … innocence. ”
“ Fucking
asshole, ” I muttered.
“ So
be it, ” Winter said. “ So I was on my own. I survived.
I moved around. I tried not to trust anyone. I made a friend, Angie. She was a
stripper and bartender. I started out behind the bar. Then there was a night
the owner of the club begged me to help out when he was short a girl. So I took
a few shots of whiskey and got up
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