looks over her shoulder. “You need to go?” she asks mildly, her lips and eyes painted black.
“No, thanks. I’ll hold it.”
I hurry down the hall and pause outside door 418. I always arrive about halfway through practice, to give the guys time to bond, to get into it and let their guards down, to make their silly boy jokes. I feel like this is especially important since Caleb and I are dating. Arriving with him would be the girlfriend move. The manager isn’t arm candy. The manager checks in and evaluates. Though I do love hearing them play, and watching Caleb sing, I try not to show how much.
I press my ear to the door. It vibrates with each kick-drum beat. They’re crashing through a song called “Artificial Limb.” It’s frenetic and punkish, pretty fun but not quite there yet. I don’t know that it should be part of the set long term, but since they’re just starting out, getting a full set of decent songs is all that matters right now, and “Limb” is definitely decent.
I knock when they’re done and it’s Caleb who lets me in. We lock eyes and I wonder if this will be weird or cool, given our fight before, and whatever was clearly bothering him all day, but he greets me with a relaxed smile, and I do the same. We’re both in pro mode. We allow a brief hug, and I want more, but I hold it back. And yet just before the hug ends, he whispers in my ear: “Sorry about before.”
“Me too.” His hand lingers on my wrist as he pulls away, and it’s enough to get me through to Tina’s.
I drop down on the couch against the far wall. The Hivehas a basement full of discarded furniture and busted amp cabinets, a sort of perpetual recycling system. When it comes to the couches, it’s take at your own risk. This one was once a bright-green-and-purple paisley, but it’s mostly a sort of moss color now, blotchy with stains, cigarette burns, and areas where the velour covering is almost completely worn away. I don’t even want to know what rooms this couch has been in, what’s happened on it, but we sprayed it with Lysol and Febreze and now it seems sanitary enough.
It’s not like the practice space is glamorous anyway. Jon thoughtfully strung some cool little globe lights across the ceiling, but they barely hide the water stains and cracks in the wall, and even if it looked great, it’s a windowless, ventless room, and nothing can stop the general boy smell. Still, there’s something special about it, because it’s the incubator where the music comes to life.
“How’s it going?” I ask.
“Pretty good,” says Caleb. “Just ran through everything. About to go again.”
“Cool.” I open my notebook.
“Uh-oh,” says Jon, “she’s getting out the ledger.”
“Come on,” I say with a smile, “this is what you pay me for.” I flip to my page of notes from last practice. In between scrawling doodles (not because I’m bored: I like to draw to the music, it helps me think), I have a short list of things to point out. I always like to let a practice go by before mentioning any critique to the band, as some thingsare just one-time issues, and work themselves out on their own.
They start with “Exit Strategy,” which is upbeat and hyper. It’s a little raw but sounds great.
Next is “Knew You Before.” This is my favorite song so far, and I think it could be a big hit. But as they play it, I hear the main issue that I wrote down last practice. Jon has this pedal board that Caleb nicknamed Mission Control. There are anywhere from five to ten multicolored pedals attached to it at a given practice, cables snaking between them, and he is constantly fidgeting with knobs and buttons. During “Knew You,” he keeps messing with a teal-blue pedal, and his guitar seems to waffle in and out of this time space.
I wait a moment after the song ends, and then say, “So, Jon, what are you going for with that spacey sound?” I’ve learned that Jon is the kind of person who responds to
“No, thanks. I’ll hold it.”
I hurry down the hall and pause outside door 418. I always arrive about halfway through practice, to give the guys time to bond, to get into it and let their guards down, to make their silly boy jokes. I feel like this is especially important since Caleb and I are dating. Arriving with him would be the girlfriend move. The manager isn’t arm candy. The manager checks in and evaluates. Though I do love hearing them play, and watching Caleb sing, I try not to show how much.
I press my ear to the door. It vibrates with each kick-drum beat. They’re crashing through a song called “Artificial Limb.” It’s frenetic and punkish, pretty fun but not quite there yet. I don’t know that it should be part of the set long term, but since they’re just starting out, getting a full set of decent songs is all that matters right now, and “Limb” is definitely decent.
I knock when they’re done and it’s Caleb who lets me in. We lock eyes and I wonder if this will be weird or cool, given our fight before, and whatever was clearly bothering him all day, but he greets me with a relaxed smile, and I do the same. We’re both in pro mode. We allow a brief hug, and I want more, but I hold it back. And yet just before the hug ends, he whispers in my ear: “Sorry about before.”
“Me too.” His hand lingers on my wrist as he pulls away, and it’s enough to get me through to Tina’s.
I drop down on the couch against the far wall. The Hivehas a basement full of discarded furniture and busted amp cabinets, a sort of perpetual recycling system. When it comes to the couches, it’s take at your own risk. This one was once a bright-green-and-purple paisley, but it’s mostly a sort of moss color now, blotchy with stains, cigarette burns, and areas where the velour covering is almost completely worn away. I don’t even want to know what rooms this couch has been in, what’s happened on it, but we sprayed it with Lysol and Febreze and now it seems sanitary enough.
It’s not like the practice space is glamorous anyway. Jon thoughtfully strung some cool little globe lights across the ceiling, but they barely hide the water stains and cracks in the wall, and even if it looked great, it’s a windowless, ventless room, and nothing can stop the general boy smell. Still, there’s something special about it, because it’s the incubator where the music comes to life.
“How’s it going?” I ask.
“Pretty good,” says Caleb. “Just ran through everything. About to go again.”
“Cool.” I open my notebook.
“Uh-oh,” says Jon, “she’s getting out the ledger.”
“Come on,” I say with a smile, “this is what you pay me for.” I flip to my page of notes from last practice. In between scrawling doodles (not because I’m bored: I like to draw to the music, it helps me think), I have a short list of things to point out. I always like to let a practice go by before mentioning any critique to the band, as some thingsare just one-time issues, and work themselves out on their own.
They start with “Exit Strategy,” which is upbeat and hyper. It’s a little raw but sounds great.
Next is “Knew You Before.” This is my favorite song so far, and I think it could be a big hit. But as they play it, I hear the main issue that I wrote down last practice. Jon has this pedal board that Caleb nicknamed Mission Control. There are anywhere from five to ten multicolored pedals attached to it at a given practice, cables snaking between them, and he is constantly fidgeting with knobs and buttons. During “Knew You,” he keeps messing with a teal-blue pedal, and his guitar seems to waffle in and out of this time space.
I wait a moment after the song ends, and then say, “So, Jon, what are you going for with that spacey sound?” I’ve learned that Jon is the kind of person who responds to
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