any significance to when he reached for it, later.
âI have a note from my grandmother, to say I can come.â
âThatâs not necessary, you can consent to therapy on your own.â
âShe thought it was like school, and it has the check.â Max reached into his pocket and pulled out a piece of stationery, which he handed to Eric, who skimmed itâ Dr. Parrish, God bless you for taking care of my Max âwritten in a shaky hand that summoned a lump to Ericâs throat. A check was inside, and he set them both on the end table.
âPerfect, thanks. Iâm glad you decided to come.â Eric typed Max Jakubowski and the date on the notepad. Later heâd print the notes and put them in a patient file, which he kept locked in his home office. He never recorded his sessions.
âMy grandmother really wanted me to come. She likes you a lot.â Max clasped his hands together in his lap, his nervousness making him rigid.
âI like her too. How is she today?â
âNot great, to be honest. She was tired this morning. She usually tries to have some coffee around seven oâclockâshe likes instant coffee, crystals or whateverâbut not today. She got up but she went back to sleep without her coffee.â Max bit his lip. âIt kinda worried me, like, I was thinking, itâs so weird to know that, well, one day Iâll go to wake her up and she wonât wake up, and like, that can happen anytime.â
âThatâs very difficult.â
âYeah, like, I donât know if itâs better to know or not know. I canât really believe itâs happening.â
Eric thought of Laurieâs telling him that Mrs. Teichner had two weeks to live, but he didnât share that. âIâm sure. Itâs a very difficult thing to cope with.â
âI know, and I had to come see you, but not because she says so. She doesnât really know whatâs going on, with me. I keep it from her.â Max paused, blinking. âI guess I have to tell you, I want to, itâs why Iâm here, why I knew I would come, like, sooner or later. My symptoms are getting worse.â
âWhat symptoms?â
âI have OCD.â
âTell me about your OCD.â Eric used Maxâs term, but wasnât taking it at face value. He would have to know Max better before he made a diagnosis, and heâd have to learn the boyâs family history, to determine his biological vulnerabilities. Late adolescence and early adulthood was a dangerous time, especially for boys; it was around Maxâs age that âfirst breaksâ usually occurred, in that bipolarity and schizophrenia reared their ugly heads.
âDr. Parrish, I really need you to give me some meds. Iâve done the research, I know meds can help OCD. Isnât that right?â
âYes, it is.â Eric encountered this all the time in practice; if a pill existed, patients wanted it. He wasnât anti-meds, but he wasnât about to order anything unless it was called for, especially with an adolescent.
âLuvox and Paxil are good for OCD, I read. Is that what Iâll get?â
âBefore we talk about meds, letâs talk about your symptoms.â Eric usually prescribed an SSRI for OCD, like fluoxetine, which was FDA approved, or Celexa, Zoloft, and Luvox, but all of them came with black box warnings for adolescents, which meant they could result in suicidality.
âWhat about my symptoms?â
âYour OCD, as you say. How does it manifest itself?â Eric wanted to get Max talking, the goal in a first session. âMany people use the term OCD as slang. I need to know your symptoms.â
âI have a thing I have to do, like, every fifteen minutes. I have to tap my head and say something and right on time.â Max frowned. âI researched myself online. Itâs called rituals.â
âRight. Ritualistic
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