7. MAD WORLD I N MY HUMAN LIFE I HAD FEARED travel by air. I preferred to stay grounded. I also feared travel by sea. So tomorrow is the first time I get on a plane and travel to another country. I know if anything happens, such as the plane crashing that I will get out unscathed. The fun in being a vampire is the feeling of invincibility. I love to run; the freedom it allows me gives me this electrifying thrill. I discovered that I can run to Florida in minutes and the same to Texas. I would rather run and swim my way to London, but Jack won’t hear of it. According to him, we have to be civilized and take the plane just like normal people do. Jack has chartered a private jet to fly us out. We both decided that I am not ready to be in the air with a bunch of innocent humans. No matter how controlled I felt my hunger was, I still posed a serious risk to them To be honest, I actually do not prefer human blood and no matter what or who I hunt, it pains me. I actually tried the alternative and did not succeed. Feeding on animals does little to satiate the burning hunger inside. Animal blood makes me hunt more. It takes a lot of animal blood in order to be able to get a day or two in between feedings. The pain of taking a life, regardless of how evil the person is pains me. I think this is why I prefer not to hunt. I seek to maintain my humanity, but it is near impossible to avoid having to feed on human blood. I plan to hunt one last time tonight in order to be able to survive the trip to England. I could feel the pain from my hunger I needed to end the torture. I had a special hunt planned out for this night. The last man who destroyed my life. This man is the last of them. Jack and I prepare for the hunt. I dress in the usual jeans, red-shirt and black leather knee high boots. I had trouble wearing heals in my previous life, now I am swift and as graceful as a ballerina. I met jack at the bottom of the stairs. He looks gorgeous in his grey suit. With the lilac button up shirt and matching tie. I was afraid to breath. If my heart still beat, I was sure he would hear it. I was glad that it no longer did. I was glad I no longer blushed. It was as though I was seeing him for the first time. I quickly looked away from him. I look toward the mirror on the mantel. I heard him draw in his breath. He blocked me out of his mind and for that I was grateful for that one act. I could only wonder if he was sensing my emotion. I thought back to the plan. We would separate the one from the crowd. Thanks to Jack’s intel we knew where to look, Jack knew the plan. One last man and he would be mine. I had waited for this one. He was a coward of a man. He had been in hiding, but the idea of hiding from an unknown entity clouded his judgement. That and he was feigning for another kill. “Rape and murder were his drug of choice. I gave up wondering why he could not be like every other normal human being. Come to think of it. I don’t think the idea of normal exists in my world anymore. In the beginning I thought I was in hell. Then I thought I was crazy but I have come to accept that there is truth behind every myth. The only thing you had to do was seek out the truth, if you are brave enough. Or you could just tempt fate, I thought sarcastically. I smiled to myself. “You look like a cat that ate the canary,” he stated. “Just glad it is almost over,” I tell him. “Are we ready to go,” he asks. “Yes!” I exclaim, confident in the one word. To me that one word meant more to me in this one moment. That one word would bring me peace and I hope grant me some type of closure. It was a shame that the monsters who destroyed me would get away with my murder. I would have enjoyed seeing them in prison but since technically there is no body and no proof of my death they would have continued to walk the streets of New Orleans free as a jaybird. Death was just too easy for them. They