I didnât know how it would all turn out. I just knew it was going to be a mess.â
Sonja bit back a sigh. How many times did they have to tread this particular path? Tired and sporting a headache, she didnât feel like hearing all of this again.
He settled on the bed, sitting on top of the burnt sienna comforter, another recommendation of the designer whoâd helped them create a peaceful haven in the bedroom. All of the elements were supposed to work together forming a tranquil retreat for two people who didnât know how to relax.
âBut I also knew,â Cole went on, âthat it had the potential to be either the best day of my life. Or the worst.â
They both knew it had turned out to be the worst. âAnd what does that have to do with now?â
âDonât you see,â Cole said, trying to make her understand. âThis is the same thing except on an even larger scale. The same things are at stake in what I do in Salvador da Bahia. The difference is a global stage.â
âIâm not following you.â
âWhen it was Heart Federated,â he explained, âit was my reputation and name on the line. Now, with this venture capital corporation itâs again my name and reputation. This whole thing sinks or swims on me.â
Sonja still had a hard time grasping whatever point he was trying to make. âAnd you donât think youâre up to the job?â
Cole scowled and pushed off the bed. âThatâs not what I meant.â He tugged at his tie and headed to the closet.
âLook Cole, itâs late. Iâve had a long week. Iâm not in the mood for subtle semantics tonight. If you have something to say, say it. If not, Iâm going to sleep.â
When he came out again, he stood before her, clad in a pair of full pajamas.
âDo you still love me?â
âExcuse me?â
He stood at the foot of the bed. Sonja stared at him.
âDo you still love me?â he repeated.
Her mouth opened, but no words came.
Cole took a deep breath. âWell, that answered that.â
Sonja shook her head. âYou just threw me off with the abrupt change of topic. Yes, I still care for you.â
âCare . Now thereâs a word laced with ambivalence. Itâs right up there with vanilla ice cream and beige walls.â
Sonja didnât bother to point out just how complex supposedly plain vanilla ice cream was, or for that matter that all of the walls in their home were beige.
âPeople care for their pets and houseplants, Sonja.â
Sonja checked her heart and her emotional bank account. One was empty, the other near bankruptcy.
âSometimes I do love you,â she amended. âAt other times, I wonder why we ever got married. I think that maybe we were both caught up in a moment and a situation that naturally lent itself to intimacy.â
âEnemies being the best lovers and opposites attracting.â
She licked her lips, aware now more than ever before just what was at stake here. âSomething like that.â
When theyâd met, sheâd been out to destroy the company he so cherished. At some point during her campaign sheâd fallen in love with him. The challenge then became how to save Heart Federated.
Now though, little remained of the early fire sheâthey?âhad taken for love. She loved him then, and even now. But was it the kind of love that sustained a marriage? Was she in love with her husband?
âWhy are you asking me this, Cole? Why now? Have you met someone?â
He looked genuinely surprised at that. âNo. Iâve been faithful to you.â
âOh.â
âYou sound disappointed. Is that because you have a boyfriend or someone youâre seeing?â
Sonja shook her head. âNo. Iâm not seeing anyone.â
When would she have time to date?
âListen to this conversation,â he said. âDoesnât it strike you even
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