go, youâll go with me. When I marry, youâll come with me to my husbandâs house. You must speak your heart, always.â
The maid looked wildly about the room.
âAlways,â Zoe said firmly. One of the many things sheâd learned in the harem was the voice of command. âI have opened my heart to you, Jarvis. Itâs your turn. Speak to me as my Minhat.â
Jarvis shut her eyes, then opened them. She took a deep breath and said, âVery well, miss. Hereâs what I say. The Duke of Marchmont is top of the trees. Everyone wants him. All the unmarried ladies want to marry him. They say thereâs plenty of married ladieswhoâd disgrace themselves if he crooked his finger. Every hostess in Town wants him at her party. All the royal family think well of him. It donât matter how conceited he is or if heâs drunk half the time or doesnât have a heart. Thereâs only two things you really need to know about His Grace the Duke of Marchmont: One, he always keeps his word. Ask anybody. Two, everybody knows he donât care about much, but what he said to you means he cares about your father. Why else do you think he came to the house today? If I was you, and he was promising to bring me into fashion, Iâd muster up all the patience of all the saints and martyrs, because I know heâll do it, no matter what, or die trying.â
Then she squeezed her eyes shut, as though she expected a blow.
âYes, this is correct and wise,â Zoe said.
The maidâs eyes opened, one at a time. âIt is?â
âMy pride is hurt and my feelings are hurt only because he doesnât remember that we were friendsâof a sortâonce.â
She had missed him and thought of him. Heâd forgotten her. To him, she was only another female. âBut that was a long time ago. Heâs changed and Iâve changed. We arenât children anymore.â
âYes, miss, thatâs correct and wise,â said Jarvis.
Zoe smiled at her. Sheâd definitely chosen the right maid. âI must be an adult,â she said. âI must be logical and look at the important points, in the way you did. I must have the Duke of Marchmontâs help to banish the shame Iâve brought on my family. I must have his help to be welcomed in Society and live thelife I should have had, the life for which I risked everything. If he accomplishes these things, I can find a good husband, and then my father can stop worrying about me. Can you think of anything else?â
âNo, miss. I think that covers it well. And if I was you, Iâd go to bed now.â
To Zoeâs amusement, Jarvis started gently shooing her toward the bed, as one does a small child. âYouâve had a very long and trying day, I know,â the maid said. âToo much feeling this and feeling that, I daresay. Too much excitement. After a good nightâs sleep, youâll be able to look at everything more calm-like.â
Zoe let herself be guided to the bed. She climbed into it dutifully and lay down. Jarvis drew up the bedclothes.
âIf I do not feel calmer tomorrow,â Zoe said as her head sank into the pillow, âthereâs always Venice or Paris.â
âMiss, you havenât even seen London yet, or you wouldnât say such things.â
Zoe yawned. âNo, I feel no great desire to go to those placesâbut it was amusing to hear my sisters scream when I suggested it. And there must be an escape route. I must have somewhere to go to, if Marchmont fails me.â
âMiss, Iâm sure lots of women think of running away when men disappoint us. But if all of us was to actually do that, there wouldnât be a woman left in London.â
Zoe laughed. âI like you, Jarvis.â
âThank you, miss. I like you, too. Please go to sleep.â
Almackâs, later that evening
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