Itâs already implodedâshe just doesnât know it yet.â
âI do know what that feels like, Ty. Having someone walk out the door and never come back.â
âYeah.â He caught himself. âI know you do, Karen.â
For a moment, they didnât say anything. Then Karen asked, âTy, are you alright?â
âAm I alright?â He gritted his teeth and shook his head. âI donât know if Iâm alright. I tried to go after the truck, to get a read on the plates, and when I looked back around Iââ He chugged a swallow of beer, cooling the dryness in his throat. âI saw Jess. Curled on the floor, this little mound, not moving, bloodâ¦â
â Blood? Whose blood, Ty?â
â His blood. The guy who was killed. He stood right behind her in line. For a second, I just looked at her and I thoughtâ¦â
âI know what you thoughtâ¦â
âI was just so relieved and happy when she came to. That the blood wasnât hers. That it belonged to someone else. That she was okay. You know what I mean?â
âOf course I know what you mean. Itâs alright to feel that way.â
âYeah.â He let his head drop back. âI know itâs alright.â
Tobey jumped up on the couch. Hauck drew the dog to him, bringing his face up to the phone. âIâve got your little pooch here. He wants to say hello.â
âHey there, babyâ¦,â Karen called, her voice both cheery and forlorn. âMommy misses you.â
âHeâs wondering when youâre coming back. I think he needsto shit on his own lawn. He says heâs looking forward to Thanksgivingâ¦â
There was a pause, which Hauck expected would be followed by Yeah, honey, I am too⦠But instead he heard only a long, stretched-out silence.
Finally, Karen said, âListen, weâre gonna have to talk about that, Tyâ¦â
âTalk about what ?â
âNot now. It can wait. Youâve got other thingsâ¦â
âWeâre gonna have to talk about what, Karen?â He sat up and brought in his legs off the table.
âAbout Thanksgiving. I was going to tell you, Ty, just not todayâ¦â She cleared her throat. âListen, Iâm not going to be coming back up there. At least not for a while.â
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
I t hit him like a fist to the solar plexus. Air rushing out of him. The feeling, from out of left field, that his heart had just been kicked.
âI just canât now,â Karen said. âDo you understand? Melâs not well. Heâs not getting better. I asked the kids to come down here on their school breaks. I was gonna have Samantha bring Tobey down for a whileâ¦â
âJesus, Karenâ¦â Hauck took the phone out of the crook in his neck.
He had felt her pulling away, just a bit. Her dad was in the latter stages of Parkinsonâs. And deteriorating. Thatâs why she had gone back home. To be with him and help her mother through. That and maybe to find out who she was after picking up with Hauck so quickly. But the couple of weeks had turned into a month. Now a month had become⦠At least not for a while.
âYou could come down here,â she said. âI just need to be here right now, Ty. You can understand that. They need me. I was with my husband for twenty years, then when everything happened last year with Charlie, and youâ¦I love you, Tyâyou know that. I owe my life to youâ¦â She cleared her throat. âBut this is where I need to be, honey, until whatever happens does. Not just for them, but for me, too. Donât be angry with me. I didnât know it was going to be this way. I told you from the start there were things I couldnât promiseâ¦â
âIâm not angry, Karen. Iâm hoping the best for Mel.â
There was a lull, both of them stumbling over what they could say. Karen ultimately
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