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in agreem ent and takes her seat.
“Monica ,” I call.
    Monica rushes up to me with an expression of confusion . I haven’t seen her in almost twenty-four hours. I did check on her constantly, she just didn’t know it . She was a good sub and did everything on her list with Tobias’ supervision. I’ve missed her greatly. I smile at her and take her hand. I wrap my fingers around hers marveling for the billionth time how our hands are exactly the same size. I feel the tension leave her body as our hands connect. Good, I have to be her lifeline.
    “Thi s is Monica James. She is mine, ” I say in pride.
I kiss Monica on the forehead because I just can’t help myself. She leans into my touch, but doesn ’t try t o touch me back.
“Monica, you’ re training as a submissive. You will be used to train other submissives, not to offer instruction , but as the instruction. W here Tobias may join Whitt or me while training Doms and subs, you will only join me until I can trust you to heel only at my c ommand. Do you understand, Monica ?”
“Yes, Sir. Tob ias knows only to listen to you. I have yet to learn that. When I do I will become more useful than I currently am.”
    I like the fire that burns in her eyes. Maybe this will really work. She will see her true value. She will learn there is no value in demeaning herself .
“Please take your seat, Monica ,” I say softly.
I notice Greta’s calculating stare as she watches Monica. She turns to me and nods. Already she sees more than most trained dominants. I can almost guarantee that she see the issues that lie beneath Monica’s surface .
    “We’ re going to play a little game- the opposite game. This is so we can see how the other half lives. I need you guys to loosen up and lose yourselves a little bit. Right now a few of you are hiding behind your images.”
    “Whitt, I need you to dress as if you don’t have a roman numeral after your name. Maybe add some leather or style your hair differently. You need to add some bad-boy to your image.” He smirks at me, but I know that he will join us.
“Tobias, I want you to pick something out for yourself. Go to the store and buy something that isn’t in your closet. Make it something that has always caught your eye or the opposite of what you’ve always worn. Don’t change the hair, though. It took me forever to get that hair looking so healthy and pretty.”
I t would be a shame to muss it up. Tobias’ hair is golden waves flowing around his ears.
    “ Monica , you’ re getting a makeover. No more hiding behind pencil skirts and tightly bound hair. You don’t think you’re pretty so you hide yourself. Katya is taking you shopping after work tomorrow- mind her. I want you to look as sexy and beautiful as I think you can be. And here-”
    I toss her an energy bar to eat as a snack. I have her eating every two hours. Since we began dating she lost even more confidence in herself causing her to diet more. It actually had the opposite effect on me. Thin isn’t necessarily pretty to me, it’s what your actual body size is supposed to be. If you’re meant to be thin it’ s attractive. If you’re meant to be bigger y ou’ll look alien. We’ re not created from the same mold. Right now Monica is borderline anorexic. I don’t find it attractive on her nor is it healthy.
    “Greta, you’re going shopping too. Don’t worry. I think you’ll love Katya. You two have a lot in common. I need you to dress differently as well. No more hiding your sexuality behind khaki and floral prints. I understand you work at an elementary school; both Monica and Katya are professional women as well . Kat will know what to pick for you both. I also think that both you girls need some socializing. ”
“Yes, Sir, ” she replies.
    I want to shake some fun into Greta. She reminds me of how Monica was when I met her years ago- extremely uptight. I failed Monica, but I’ m working on it. I won’t make the same mistakes with