never heard before. He is running toward me panicked. He looks sick. My stomach is a tight ball. "What?" He flashes and scoops me up. He grips me to his chest. "I'll find you again. I swear I will." He presses his face into mine. I pull back. "What is your deal?" He swallows. "Ari. She just sent me this." He pulls out his cell and shows me the message. My eyes widen. "My dad." I wink but the world stops. Aleks's arms become sparkles in the air, gripping me. Everything moves slowly. His lips move in slow motion and the sounds are lost. I spin, trying desperately to grip onto him. His body passes through mine. I spin faster. O and Ari made me come to them so Ari could say goodbye. I thought the look in her eyes was sorrow for Sam. But I see now it was for me. I close my eyes and let the spinning take me. I don’t know where I will wake up when it stops. I don’t know what the world will look like. His voice breaks through the spinning world. "AIMEEEEEEEEE!" He screams. And then it's black and still and I am not sure if I'm gone. But I can't open my eyes. The darkness takes me.
Chapter Seven
Before
Port Mackenzie 2010
Aimee
My eyes fuzz out. I blink and try to focus on what I'm doing. "Aimes you going tonight? Hello?" I look at my mom and smile. "Yeah. I think so. Blake wants to go." Everything feels weird for a minute. I inhale through my nose and notice it right away. I can smell my mom. The mix of old perfume and laundry soap and her clothes makes my heart tug. I don’t know why. I get up from the computer and wrap my arms around her. I take a deep breath. The air around her makes me hungry. "Honey, are you okay?" I nod into her neck. "I think I had a bad dream last night," I mutter. Starvation almost cripples me. I clutch my stomach. "I need something to eat." I walk away from her embrace and stumble down the stairs to the kitchen. I pour a heaping glass of chocolate soymilk, but then finish the carton off. I lower it and burp. The hunger is burning my belly. "Gross. Jesus." I glance at Alise and grin. I pick up the glass and down it in fast chugs. I place it on the counter and rub my belly. Alise is almost gagging but the doorbell rings. She leaves to answer it and I open the fridge. I grab a block of cheese and pull off a hunk. I take a bite but it isn’t what I want. I toss the hunk of cheese I broke off and put the rest back in the fridge. I can't seem to quench my hunger. "Aimes, we're leaving now." I look at my reflection in the glass on the wall mount stove and nod. "Coming." Something is different. I just can't put a finger on it. I shake my head and leave the kitchen. Mom is standing at the bottom of the stairs, smiling. She touches my cheek. "You sure you want to do this?" I nod. "It's the last party of the year. I leave for Harvard in a few months. It's cool." Alise kisses our mom and walks out of the house. I shake my head at her strappy silver wedges and tiny silver shirt/dress. "Besides, someone has to make sure the hot mess comes home." Mom laughs. "Oh you know what she's like." I look at my mom and smirk. "Aunt Karen." Mom rolls her eyes. "Let's just pray she doesn’t end up in Vegas dancing like Aunt Karen." I shiver. "Responsible parents would have crushed her wickedness years ago. I blame you both." She hugs me tightly to her and laughs her crazy giggle. "One day Aimes, you're going to see that the crazy spirit inside of her means well." I shake my head and walk out. "I'll text if she gets out of control." I look back. "Tell dad to be on the ready." She laughs her musical giggle. "Honey, he's in Portland for the night. He won't be home until tomorrow. I will come and get you if I have to." I shake my head. "We'll be fine." I don’t know what the reason is but I don’t want her leaving the house. I have a terrible feeling in my stomach." "Aimee, haul ass." Alise shouts from her car. Mom waves and blows kisses and closes the door. I climb in and buckle