right. You knew them? Roger and Adina and Sam?â
I sat again, suddenly weary. âI met them. I met them after they died.â They, as much as Coyote, had set me on a shamanâs path.
Sonata, who communed with the dead, didnât even blink at that confession. Instead she said, âA few others left, after the murders. They were afraid, and that fear poisoned their ability to help the city, so maybe it was the right choice. But it left Seattle vulnerable. I thought we would have to simply work it out, that weâd eventually draw new talent back to us. But then I met you.â
âAnd you realized the new talent was here in a shiny incompetent package.â
Sonata pursed her lips. âI wouldnât have put it that way. Youâre not incompetent, merelyâ¦â
âUneducated.â Really, not even I thought I was genuinely incompetent, not anymore. When push came to shove I had so far managed to get the job done, so I probably wasnât actually incompetent. Inept, inexperienced, ill-equipped, yes, but those all had a little less sting than incompetency. âHow can you tell Iâm supposed to be the one who steps up? How can you tell Iâm worth half a dozen other shamans?â
âYou single-handedly destroyed the black cauldron.â
I wet my lips and caught Billyâs gaze. âThat wasnât technically me.â
To my surprise, he shook his head. âSonataâs right, Joanie.That was pretty close to impossible. The cauldron was hundreds, maybe thousands, of years old, and imbued with enough magic that it essentially had a life of its own. You know what getting near it felt like.â
I did. It was seductive, calling me home to a promise of rest and peace. Not even gods were immune to its song. But I clung to a stubborn thread of denial. âBilly, I didnât destroy it. You know that.â
âI know that over the cauldronâs whole history there are stories of people trying to break it. In all that time, you were the only one who pulled all the right elements to her so that it could be shattered. It wasnât your sacrifice, but I think it was your presence as a nexus that made it possible.â
I wailed, âBut what if Iâd moved to Chattanooga?â and they both looked at me before Sonata laughed.
âThen perhaps the cauldron would have gone to Chattanooga. Youâll drive yourself crazy if you start wondering down those lines, Joanne. We canât know what might have been.â
I thought of the alternate self whose life Iâd seen glimpses of, and clamped my mouth shut on an I can. It hadnât, after all, been my talent that let me see a dozen different timelines. âOkay. One more stupid question, and then I promise to goâ¦â Save the world seemed a little melodramatic, so I went with âstop the killer,â and added, âsomehow,â under my breath.
Out loud, I said, âDoes every city have a group of shamans like Seattle did? People who try to protect the place?â
âMany do. There areâ¦â Sonata sighed and went back to the counter, brewing the tea that had been abandoned. âThere are both more and fewer shamans, or adepts of any kind, than there have ever been, Joanne. More, because there are more people than ever before. Fewer, becauseâ¦â
âBecause there are more people than ever before.â I mooshed a hand over my face. âFive hundred years ago thereâd have been a shaman in every tribe, maybe. One person for a few hundred, maybe a few thousand, individuals. Now thereâre billions of people, and any given shaman has tens of thousands to tend to. Right?â
âIn essence.â
I blew a raspberry. âWhy arenât there moreâ¦adepts?â I liked that word better than âmagic usersâ, probably because people could be adept at lots of things and I could at least pretend I wasnât talking about the
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