she got, the more he tightened the screws.
âThe only thing that surprised me was that he let her come.â He looked me in the eye. âIâm even more surprised that he signed a release allowing me to talk to you. He didnât trust me.â He closed his eyes and rubbed the back of his neck. âOn the other hand, heâs a guy who covers his bases.â
Teitlebaum kept rubbing the back of his neck. I had the impression he was deciding what to do next.
âLet me show you something,â he said. He put the file on the desk and opened the top drawer and rummaged through it. If the contents of a manâs desk mirror his own consciousness, then Teitlebaum had an exceptionally orderly mind. Little plastic boxes corralled his paper clips and rubber bands, his calculator was placed into the drawer so it fit perfectly alongside a checkbook and a stack of zip disks.
âWhere the hell,â he muttered. âI know I put it somewhere.â He pulled open the next equally tidy drawer, reached his hand in back, and felt around. He drew out a small, black, rectangular object and handed it to me. It was made of metal and heavier than it looked. On one side was bolted a faceplate with a sort of bullâs-eye with a hole in the center. It was attached to a small metal stand.
Nickâs words came back to me. Theyâve got security cameras the size of a quarter these days . âSurveillance camera?â I asked.
âHowâd you know?â
âJust a guess. Whereâd you find it?â
He paused. I wondered if he was about to cross that invisible line again. âWhen Lisa called me, she was frantic. Theyâd just had a break-in at the office, and she found out that her husband had security cameras all over the place, tiny ones, like this. Sheâd had no idea.â
He went on. âSheâs actually the one who spotted this thing. It was up thereââhe indicated the top of the bookcaseââand it may have been there awhile.â
I stared at a spot on the top shelf where Nick Babikian might have tucked the little black box alongside the vase, or perhaps between the books. I felt the shadow of the profound sense of violation that Teitlebaum must have felt when he realized he was being watched. The privacy of the therapy room is nearly sacred, and here it had been deliberately and systematically profaned.
âIt had a pack of about a dozen batteries wired to it. Apparently, he had gizmos like this all over the place at his company, hardwired into the electrical system. Thatâs one of the things that pushed Lisa over the edge. She found out he could watch her while she worked. He could watch everyone. With those surveillance cameras, he went a step too far. At first she was frightened. Then angry. And from that anger she drew strength.â
He took the little camera from me and dropped it back in the drawer.
âDid she know he had surveillance cameras all over their home as well?â I asked.
He didnât seem surprised. âThatâs really sick. Well, I donât need to tell you that.â
âDid you see any changes in Lisa Babikian before her murder?â I asked.
âThe changes were all for the good,â Teitlebaum said, kneading his hands together. âWhen I first saw them together, she was pale, listless. Her clothes hung on her. She was the kind of
person you looked right through. Over the last few months, sheâd become much less transparent. She wore pinks, bright blues, much less of the olive drab. She was taking care of herself, wearing a little makeup. Wearing her hair down. She might even have gained some weight.
âOf course that was just a reflection of what was going on inside. When she married him, sheâd shut herself down. But she wasnât going to any longer. I encouraged her, of course. She was trying to disentangle her identity from his, to become fully her own person. It was
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