one side, Aliceâs posse of girlfriends dabbed mascara-stained tissues at their tears, unaware that the outfits they wore, indeed their very best, were inappropriate funeral attire.
Eloise had come, too, in open defiance of her husbandâs wishes. Wrapped in a plain brown wool coat and with a beige scarf covering her hair, sheâd braved Beckâs wrath as well as the stiff northeast wind that lambasted the peninsula and piled tall gray clouds up against the horizon. Seated quietly to one side, she witnessed the suffering of this family of strangers, allowed their pain to supplement her own. Barry remained at home, forbidden by his father to attend the funeral. Beck had allowed his son to talk a second time with Halverson about the murder, again with the family lawyer present, and had kept the boyâs name out of the paper.
Cubiak slouched in the rear of the bleak chapel. That morning Johnson had woken sick with flu, and the junior assistant had been delegated to attend the service. He agreed to go only as a show of respect because Alice had made her transitionâanother of the ministerâs euphemismsâin the park.
It was worse than Cubiak had expected. Aliceâs casket was white, like Alexisâs. Unsettled by the sight of the coffin, he bore a look of such grim intensity that no one dared approach him. Afterward, as the other well-wishers followed the procession through the front door, Cubiak ducked out a side entrance.
H e rushed full throttle toward the fresh liquor bottle in the back of his closet, but never made it past Pechtaâs. In true Pavlovian style, he swung into the driveway, only vaguely aware that the lot was empty and the window displays dark. His mouth burned with the remembered taste of vodka as he pushed the door in. The interior lights were off and he hesitated. Had Amelia forgotten to lock up the night before? He hadnât noticed her at the funeral but perhaps sheâd sat on the far side and was among the mourners on the way to the cemetery. Cubiak turned to leave.
âDave, that you? Come on in.â Amelia beckoned from the shadows at the far end of the bar.
He moved toward her.
âPull up a stool and join us,â she added.
Too late, he realized Amelia was not alone.
âYou two know each other?â
Cate Wagner glanced up. Her hair, pulled back severely off her face, had turned dark, black like her sweatshirt and pants. They acknowledged each other warily.
âYou at Aliceâs service?â Amelia went on as she reached for an extra glass and poured three shots.
âYeah.â
âWell, at least they caught the bastard,â she said, shoving one drink at Cubiak and another at Cate. âTo Alice,â she said, proffering a toast. âPoor kid.â The whiskey went down warm and smooth. Amelia poured a second round, passing over her own glass, then pushed the bottle to Cubiak.
âHelp yourselves. Iâm going to lie down. Bum kneeâs killing me,â she said and shuffled toward the back room.
Above the bar, a neon beer display sputtered on. Cubiak refilled his glass and offered the bottle to Cate.
âIâm okay,â she said.
He tossed down his drink and started to get up.
âWait, please,â Cate said.
He hesitated and then eased onto the edge of the stool, poised for flight. Cate reached for his arm but stopped short and rested her fingers on the counter. âI want to apologize for the other night. I didnât mean anything by it, just trying to be friendly.â
Cubiak tensed. He didnât want to have this conversation.
âYou never mentioned you had a daughter.â
Their eyes met in the cracked mirror. His were steel hard; hers soft with sympathy and something else Cubiak couldnât read. He looked away.
âRuby told me. Last night.â
Cubiak swallowed another shot. The story was getting around.
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