first, stripping to bodice and petticoat and rooting out a sponge and towel from our baggage. Imogen slowly unlaced her boots, walked over to the window in stockinged feet and looked out for a while then came to sit on the side of the bed.
âThese must be the sheets she slept in. She didnât have time to change them.â
âIâm tired enough to sleep in anybodyâs sheets, arenât you?â
âIt smells of her.â
It was true the bed did smell, although not unpleasantly. There was the faint candlewax smell of dried sweat, of new hay and something less easily definable, rather salt and sealike. When I put my hand on the mattress I felt her warmth still hoarded in the feathers.
Imogen said, âHow old do you think she is?â
âThirties? Forty even.â
âQuite old. Who is she?â
âCook-housekeeper, I suppose.â
âDo cook-housekeepers usually walk around like that?â
Midge said, tactless but muffled as she was putting on her nightdress, âDo people usually open fire on their guests? Anyway, she seems to think he was imagining killing anybody.â
Imogen said, âWere those boys back in town imagining it too? You heard what they were shouting.â
Midge didnât answer. Under her nightdress she was unbuttoning her bodice and petticoat. It was odd how bashful we were about getting undressed in front of each other.
Imogen insisted, âYou heard them, didnât you Nell?â
âYes. Why donât you get washed and get into bed? Youâre too tired to think about anything. Tomorrow youâll be on your way to your auntâs andâ¦â
âIâm not going. Iâm staying here. I donât care what you two are doing, but Iâm staying.â
Midge and I stared at each other. A few days ago sheâd been fussing about chaperones, now this. Imogen was sitting bolt upright on the edge of the bed, hands clenched together and pressed against her thighs. Sheâd started shivering though it wasnât a cold night. Delayed shock.
I said, âJust get into bed and get warm for goodnessâ sake. Weâll discuss it in the morning.â
âThereâs nothing to discuss. Iâm not going and leaving him here â after whatâs happened.â
âHim being Kit?â
I thought, âoh dear, wounded warriorâ. The sight of Kit, brave and suffering, must have tipped the balance towards him after all. If so, what had been a bad day for Alan had just become a lot worse.
âNo. Of course Iâm sorry for poor Kit, but I mean Alan. I thought he was dead. I heard that mad old man firing his gun and saw Alan go down and I thought he was dead.â
Sheâd started crying, tears running down her cheeks and glinting in the candlelight. Midge kicked away the underwear from round her feet, sat beside Imogen and put an arm round her.
âHeâs all right, you saw that. It didnât touch him.â
âIt isnât that. When I thought he was dead I ⦠you canât imagine. It was like someone reaching inside my chest and putting a hand round my heart and crushing it.â
Midge went on making comforting noises. âYes, but itâs all right now. It was a terrible shock but itâs all rightâ¦â
Imogen pulled away from her. âNo, itâs not all right. When I thought Alan was dead I realised I love him. I really love him.â
Then she leaned against Midge and sobbed as if sheâd been overtaken by some great catastrophe, which she probably had. Ironic, I thought, that Kit was the one whoâd had the unlucky day and Alan, if he only knew it, would be thanking his trigger-happy uncle. We got Imogen to lie down at last in the warm dip in the middle of the mattress with Midge and I on either side, both trying not to slide down on top of her. It was a long time before we got to sleep and by then weâd acknowledged that weâd
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