could be found anywhere. She had thought that it was just purple glass.
“ Why do you have this?” Her voice shook almost as much as her hands. The pendant jiggled, the heart swinging in a small circle.
“ I…” He lowered his head. The long finger-length black strands of his hair fell forwards to hide his face. She wished he would look up at her again so she could read the reason in his eyes because she was beginning to fear that he was going to leave her with no explanation. “Forgive me.”
She frowned. Forgive him? His tone had held such a solemn note, one that spoke to her heart and told her to do as he had asked, even though she didn’t know why he wanted to be forgiven.
“ I should not have bought it,” he said to his knees. “But the Perseian took a little money and handed it to me. She spoke to me in my own language and made me foolishly believe in something which is impossible… I never intended to give it to you. Doing so would break—”
“ I forgive you.” Natalia didn’t want him to continue. If he was going to mention his duty and his position then she had to stop him.
She knew that he had been watching her the whole time since she had left the palace but hadn’t realised how closely. He must have seen her at the stall and seen the disappointment she had felt on realising that she couldn’t afford the pendant. Taking a look at the scant silver Lynans in his jacket pocket, she realised that he probably hadn’t been able to afford it either. Had the woman given it to him for only a few of his Lynans because he was Perseian or because she had realised why he had wanted it?
The woman had made him believe something that was impossible. What was that something? Did it have anything to do with her?
Natalia looked at the pendant. It was beautiful, but what made her smile was the fact that Ixion had bought it for her because he had seen her disappointment.
“ Thank you,” she said and he looked up at her, his clear purple eyes as bright as the stone that she held. “No one other than my family has bought me a present before.”
He frowned. “No one has bought you this. Only your family are worthy of buying you gifts.”
Natalia’s shoulders slumped. She hated the way he talked about himself as though he didn’t exist. He had done so the night he had come to take her home from the club and he was doing it again now. She wanted to tell him that she thought he was someone of consequence and that he wasn’t a nobody. He existed to her, in her heart.
“ Can I keep it anyway?” She closed her fingers around the heart and held it to her chest. “Can I say that it means a lot to me and order you to believe it?”
An order was probably her only way of making him believe it.
She swallowed her nerves and stepped closer to him, so they were toe to toe. She looked down into his eyes and then leaned over, swept his black hair from his forehead, cupped his cheek and kissed him.
It was barely a meeting of lips but her stomach flipped and her heart raced. She brushed her mouth over his and was surprised when he responded with force. His hand caught her wrist, bringing her closer and holding her there. His lips grazed hers and then he slanted his head and his tongue stroked the seam of her mouth.
Natalia felt giddy when she parted her lips, allowing his tongue into her mouth, and clumsily tackled it with her own. It was thrilling to kiss him like this, to have such deep intimacy between them. His tongue slid sensually against hers, stroking it and her teeth. Her breathing turned rough and her blood heated. The kiss became choppy, a clashing of lips and bursts of tongues. Her nipples tightened against her dress and fire pooled at the apex of her thighs. Iskara. She wanted him.
Suddenly, the kiss was over and he had drawn back into the chair. His eyes were dark as he stared at her, full of passion and something else.
Anger?
Natalia struggled to level her breathing, absorbing