it.â
Setting the weapons aside, Blair boosted herself up onthe rear of the van. âIt canât be like that. That if the worst happened to her, to any of us, that you didnât stop it. Itâs up to each of us to do what we have to do to survive, and to do all we can to watch each otherâs backs. Butââ
âYou donât understand.â His eyes were fierce when they met hers. âSheâs part of me.â
âNo, I donât understand, because Iâve never had anyone like that in my life. But I think I understand her well enough to know sheâd be hurt, maybe even pissed off if she thought you felt responsible for her.â
âNot responsible. That makes it an obligation, and itâs not. Itâs love. You know what that is, donât you?â
âYeah, I know what that is.â Annoyed, she started to jump down, but he moved, turning his body until it blocked hers. âDo you think I felt nothing for you, nothing, when we stood with our backs to the sea and those demons coming out of the dark? Did you think I felt nothing, so would go, would save myself, because you said to?â
âI didnât know you were going to pull a dragon out of your hat, soââ
She broke off, went rigid when he reached out, gripped her chin in his hand. âDid you think I felt nothing,â he said again, and his eyes were deep and gold and thoughtful. âFeel nothing now?â
And hell, she thought. Sheâd boxed herself in.
âIâm not asking about your feelings,â she began.
âIâm telling you whether you ask or not.â He moved in a little closer, his legs planted on either side of hers, his eyes on her face. Curiously. âI canât say I know what I feel as I donât think Iâve felt it before. But thereâs something when I look at you, now. When I see you in battle. Or when I watched you, just this morning watched you, moving like magic in the mist.â
As sheâd felt something, she admitted, when sheâd ridden on his back into battle. When sheâd watched him light up over music. âThis is a really bad idea.â
âI havenât said I had an idea as yet. But Iâve feelings, somany of them I canât seem to pick one out from the others and have a good look at it. And soâ¦â
Her head jerked back as his bowed to hers. Her hand slapped on to his wrist.
âOh, be still a moment,â he said with a half laugh. âAnd let me have a try at this. You canât be afraid of something as easy as a kiss.â
Not afraid, but certainly wary. Certainly curious. She sat as she was, the fingers of one hand curled loosely on the back edge of the van, the others around his wrist.
His lips were soft on hers, just a whisper of contact. A brush, a rub, a light and teasing nip. She had a moment to think he was very good at this particular game before the mists floated over her mind.
Strong, he thought. Heâd known thereâd be strength, and it was a lovely jolt to the system. But there was sweetness as well; he hadnât been sure of that. So that kissing her was like having wine running through his blood.
And there was need, what seemed to be a deep, simmering well of need in him. He hoped in her.
The kiss deepened so he heard the sound of her pleasure purr in her throat. So he felt that wonderful body of hers press, press and yield to his.
When he would have laid her back, back beside the swords, the axes, she put a hand to his chest and held him away.
âNo.â
âI hear it plain enough, but no isnât what I felt.â
âMaybe not, but itâs what Iâm saying.â
He traced a finger from her shoulder to her wrist while his eyes searched her face. âWhy?â
âIâm not sure why. Iâm not sure, so itâs no.â
She turned, began to gather weapons.
âIâm wanting to ask a question.â He
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