Ronnie only had one friend down here.â
âOh crap. I didnât mean to...â I banged the heel of my hand against my forehead. I guess it was kind of a corny, melodramatic gesture, but it felt sort of good. I did it again, harder. âI didnât give him your address.â
âYeah. Thatâll take him about thirty seconds online.â She shrugged, palms turned up in a what-can-you-do kind of gesture. âHeâs on his way. Heâll be on the first flight he can catch.â
Chapter Twelve
I hugged Zach so tight, he began to squirm. âWhat should we do?â
Joelle sighed. âNothing. Wait, I guess.â She picked a pair of flannel pants off the floor and pulled them on.
âIs Max an okay guy? I mean, was he abusive or anything like that?â
She gave me a puzzled look. âGod, no. The guy was patient to a fault, you know? He stuck with her through all kinds of crap. I kept telling Ronnie, âDonât screw this up.ââ She shrugged. âNot that Iâm saying it was all her fault that they split up. But...â âShe has a drinking problem,â I said flatly.
Joelle bit her bottom lip. âI tried to tell you, but I didnât want to sound like I was bad-mouthing her, you know?â
âYeah, I know.â What was it about Ronnie that made us all want to protect her? It wasnât just that she was beautiful, or smart, or funny. There was something about herâa vulnerability, I guess. Maybe I was being sexist, but underneath the attitude and the independence, she seemed sort of fragile. âYou said you guys go way back.â
âWeâve been best friends since junior high. We played softball together. We were both total tomboys, if you can believe that.â
âSeriously?â Back when Ronnie used to babysit me, she had long hair and wore tight T-shirts, tall leather boots and thick black eyeliner.
Joelle laughed. âWe were twelve. It didnât last long.â She stopped laughing abruptly and sat down on the arm of my chair. âHow well did you know her?â
âNot at all, really.â I looked down at Zach, who was unusually quiet. His eyes were half-closed. I lowered my voice, hoping he might drift off to sleep. âI was a kid, she was a teenager. Different worlds. She was nice to me. Took an interest in my projects, acted out Star Wars scenes with my action figures. I thought she was amazing, but I didnât know anything about her life.â
âHer parents were alcoholics,â Joelle said bluntly. âBoth of them. Her dad put away a couple of martinis and a bottle of wine every night. His liver must be shot by now, but he had some big job and made tons of money. I donât think people outside the family even knew he had a problem.â
âAnd her mom?â
âShe drank like Ronnie does. Nothing at all for weeks, then sheâd binge.â Joelle shook her head. âRonnie never talked about it, but I remember going over to her place after school one day. Her mom was completely out of it, stumbling around the house and shouting at Ronnie, trying to hit her, calling her really foul names. We were fourteen, I guess. It was awful.â
âIt sounds like it.â Lately, Iâd been giving my parents a hard time about their daily happy hour, but my objections seemed kind of petty now. Sure, it was annoying that they thought a daily drink was fine while Koliâs smoking pot was apparently the end of the worldâbut to be fair, Iâd never seen either of them have more than two drinks. Iâd never seen them drunk.
âYeah. My mom said Ronnie could stay with us anytime. Ronnie was mad that I had told, but after that she did stay with us a lot.â Joelle shrugged. âThen when we were sixteen, Ronnieâs dad got transferred and they moved to Seattle. I think things with her family went downhill after that.â
âDidnât sound
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