Cuba
healthy and strong and
    happy. Oh, yes,
    when we were young
    …
    As he tossed and turned, fighting the pain,
    snatches of scenes ran through his mind; student
    politics at the University of Havana, the
    assault on the Moncada Barracks in
    Santiago, guns banging and bullets spanging
    off steel, off masonry, singing as they whirled
    away…. He remembered the firelights on the
    roads, riding the trucks through the countryside,
    evenings making plans with Che and the others, how Jhey
    would set things right, kick out the capitalists who had
    enslaved Cuba for centuries.
    Che, he had been a true believer.
    And there were plenty more. True believers all.
    Ignorant as virgins, penniless and hungry, they
    thought they could fix the world.
    In his semiconscious state he could hear his own
    voice making speeches, explaining, promising
    to fix things,” to heal the people, put them to work, give
    them jobs and houses and medical care and a future for
    their children.
    Words. All words.
    Wind.
    He coughed, and the coughing brought him fully awake.
    The nurse was there in the chair watching him.
    “Leave me, woman.”
    She left the room.
    He pulled himself higher in the bed, used a corner
    of the sheet to wipe the sweat from his face.
    The sheets were thin, worn out. Even
    el presidents”?,
    sheets were worn out!
    A sick joke, that.
    Everything in the whole damned country was broken or
    worn out, including Castro’s sheets. You didn’t
    have to be a high government official to be aware of that
    hard fact.
    On the dresser just out of reach was a box of cigars.
    He hitched himself around in bed, reached for one, then
    leaned far over and got his hand on the lighter.
    The pain made him gasp.
    Madre mia!
    When the pain subsided somewhat he lay back in the
    bed, wiped his face again on the sheet.
    He fumbled with the cigar, bit off the end and spat it
    on the floor. Got the lighter going, sucked on the
    cigar… the raw smoke was like a knife in his
    throat. He hacked and hacked.
    The doctors made him give up cigars ten years
    ago. He demanded this box two days ago,
    when they told him he was dying. “If I am dying,
    I can smoke. The cancer will kill me before the
    cigars, so why not?”
    When the coughing subsided, he took a tiny puff
    on the cigar, careful not to inhale.
    God, the smoke was delicious.
    Another puff.
    He lay back on the pillow, sniffed the aroma of the
    smoke wafting through the air, inhaled the tobacco
    essence and let it out slowly as the cigar smoldered in
    his hand.
    The truth was that he had made a hash of it.
    Cuba’s
    problems had defeated him. Oh, he had done the
    best he could, but by any measure, his best hadn’t
    been good enough. The average Cuban was worse off
    today than he had been those last few years under
    Batista. Food was in short supply, the
    economy was in tatters, the bureaucrats were openly
    corrupt, the social welfare system was falling
    apart, and the nation reeled under massive short-term
    foreign debt, for it had defaulted on its
    long-term international debt in the late 1980’s.
    The short-term debt could not be repudiated, not if
    the nation ever expecte’d to borrow another
    peso abroad.
    He puffed on the cigar, savoring the smoke. Then
    he shifted, trying to make the ache in his bowels
    ease up.
    Of course he knew what had gone wrong. When he
    took over the nation he had played the cards he had
    … evicted the hated Yanqui
    imperialistas
    and seized their property, and accepted the cheers and
    adulation of the people for delivering them from the oppressor.
    Unfortunately Cuba was a tiny, poor country,
    so he had had to replace the evicted
    patrdn
    with another, and the only one in sight had been the
    Soviet Union. He embraced communism, got
    down on his knees and swore fealty to the Soviet
    state. With that act he earned the undying hatred of the
    politicians who ruled the United Statesafter
    several assassination attempts and the ill-fated
    Bay of Pigs invasion debacle, they

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