proud of the way her father looked and dressed. He almost always wore nice leather deck shoes, khaki pants, and a solid Ivy League shirt in pale blue, pink, or yellowâClara called it his uniform. But tonight her father looked rumpled and worn down.
To cheer him up, Clara told her father about Mrs. Harper, but he hardly listened. She didnât mention Amos MacKenzie. She thought her father might disapprove of her going to the hospital or think the whole thing was strange, which it was, but somehow it was hers, personally. âMrs. Harper said sheâd hire me again,â Clara said. âShe paid me fifteen dollars.â
âThatâs good,â her father said, as if he were thinking about something else. He shuffled through the stack of mail on the kitchen table, then tied an apron over his blue shirt and diced vegetables while the rice slowly popped its lid up and down. The kitchen windows steamed over, the smells of coconut and garlic steeped sharply into everything, but her mother didnât come home.
Finally, when everything was not just ready but growing cold, her father called Kaufmannâs. When he identified himself, he waited while he was transferred to someone else. Several minutes passed. Her fatherâs body seemed to be slowly going limp. Then suddenly he snapped to. âYes, this is Thurmond Wilson. Iâm trying to find out if my wife, Angelica, is still at the store.â
What followed was short periods of her father listening and saying nothing except âWhat?â and, once, âNow wait a minute.â He was quiet for another few moments before he said, âAnd that was it? She didnât say anything to anyone?â
He glanced at Clara, who lowered her eyes.
Then her father stood listening for an even longer time, and when he next spoke, it was in a tired voice. âAnd you say she left the store at two this afternoon?â He waited, listened, and said, âWell, I appreciate your candor. And I understandââher father hesitated, and Clara knew he was suddenly aware of her standing behind him, listeningââyour position regarding her continued employment.â
After he hung up, there was a long, still moment before he turned to Clara. His face had changed. It looked gray and waxy, like Claraâs grandfather had looked in his coffin. âShe hasnât been at the store since two oâclock,â her father said. âYour mother just walked off.â
Clara glanced at the kitchen clock: 8:35. âAre you going to call the police?â she said. âMaybe thereâs been an accident.â
Her father, almost more to himself than to her, said, âI think Iâll call her sister first.â But he didnât call from the kitchen. He went upstairs to his office and closed the door. Almost an hour passed before he came back down. He was still wearing the apron over his shirt, and his face still looked deathly gray.
âYour mother is going to stay at Aunt Marieâs for a while,â he said.
A store of thoughts Clara didnât even know she had came flooding out of her. âSo sheâs really going to do it. Sheâs going to leave us here and run off to that teaching job in France.â She felt her face twisting up as if she were going to cry.
Her father stared at Clara closely. âWhat teaching job?â
Clara managed to clamp back the tears. She narrowed her eyes. âIn France. Or Japan. Aunt Marie knows all about it. Mom talks about it with her all the time.â
Her father tried to act like this wasnât news to him, but Clara could tell it was. âLook, Clara, your motherâs not running off to France or Japan or anywhere else. Sheâs upset right now, but she isnât abandoning you.â
Clara expected him to add, âor me,â but he didnât.
As she was scraping the uneaten food down the disposal, Clara remembered her mother conversing with
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