gently across my hips. As she does so, her upper body moves. Her tits swing. I get a hard-on. That must be how it happens, I think. It’s natural. But I still feel like an idiot. I pull my pajama top down over the pants and hold my hands over it. My forehead’s sweating. It’s still the same old pair of pajamas—
When the going gets
tough, the tough get going.
I find myself thinking about my father. Marie kisses my forehead. I start to shake. Turn away. Shit, I say to myself, so I’ll screw her. Gotta be a man, as Janosch would put it. And a man doesn’t panic at the sight of a pair of tits. A man should grab. Handle them. A man should be cool, per Janosch. Unfortunately he can’t help right now. I’m on my own. Got to do it somehow, or at least try. I pull my pajama pants down a ways. Marie can see my cock. She scrabbles around and pulls a condom out of the stuff lying on the floor. Opens the packet with her teeth. Rolls on the condom. It’s done in a flash. Feels funny. So tight. So rubbery. Like a wet balloon. But stickier. I’m nervous. The condom’s yellow. I wonder how she found it so quickly. Janosch says they all do. They can always hunt up a condom, so that they can fuck right away. Marie sits herself astride me. I think I’m inside her. It doesn’t feel good. Screwing isn’t as great as they all say. I feel all boxed in. My cock hurts. But I’m a man. I grab for her tits. I squeeze them together. Lick her nipples. Her tits are soft. They feel so good lying in my hands. I’m not going to forget this in a hurry. Florian says you never forget your first pair of tits; they’re the best. I guess he’s right. Marie grinds harder with her pelvis. My cock keeps getting bigger. She moans. Sweats a little.
She’s
the one doing all the work. I’m just sitting here. But I’m beginning to like it. I feel good, sort of like I’d drunk twenty Cokes or something. My whole body’s tingling. Most of all my cock. The tingling makes me push up farther. I lean forward, and grab Marie by the hips. Put my arms right around her. Squeeze her ass. We cuddle tight. She moans. I’m breathing harder. Marie rides and rides. We’re almost there. My cock’s being pushed out and in again. The first time’s like this, says Janosch. A quick knock. A quick glance inside. A quick goodbye. Marie keeps riding me. Sweat forms on her skin and I lick it off. Put my head between her tits. She doesn’t say a word. The whole time. Just moans. Suddenly she throws her arms up in the air. I’m going to come. Maybe another five seconds, and I’m there. I ejaculate. Adrenaline shoots through my body. I feel free. I can hear birds. Water running. A whole storm. My body’s shaking. It’s the coolest thing ever. I don’t know why, but it’s crazy. And I want it again soon.
Marie comes too. At least I think she does. She moans louder than before. Holds her own tits. Gives one loud cry, then crumples. We cuddle. That certainly wasn’t her first time; I’m sure of it. She’s far too good at it. Janosch thinks doing it the first time with an experienced girl is good. You don’t have to do so much, because she knows what to do already. Marie dismounts, stumbles across the anteroom. Doesn’t say a word. Pulls her panties back on. I see her cunt again for a moment. I’ll remember it for sure. So that was my first time. And in Neuseelen Boarding School. And on my second night. It all went pretty fast. I start to feel bad. Really rotten. As if someone had kicked me in the balls. I can hardly stand and my knees are shaking. The beer rumbles in my stomach. All shaken up by the quickie with Marie. My head hurts and my eyes are watering. Marie leaves. I watch her stumble out the door. She must be pretty drunk, I think. I’m not even sure she knew what she was doing. Maybe she does this a lot. Doesn’t care what happens next. Maybe just wants to have fun and doesn’t give a shit. Okay, so what. What are all those sayings about your first
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