and then got up in his pyjamas and watched whatever was on TV, whatever appeared on the screen when he hit the Power button on the remoteâmusic videos, football or golf, some reality show about redecorating houses or ballroom dancingâand when the day was over heâd go back to bed and sleep with a free conscience. He wonders whether this is possible, if he could ever, at his age, close enough to retirement that the word has entered his vocabulary, quit his job?
And then he reminds himself that heâs considering just the thing that he fears for his daughterâpoverty resulting from a rash actâand he knows that if it gets too bad heâll apply for a transfer to another town and heâll start all over with new clients who will trust him, or give him the benefit of the doubt, for a few years at least.
Lila sits up in bed. âDid you hear that?â she asks.
âThe wind?â Norval asks.
âNot the wind,â she says. âThere is no wind. I think it was the front door.â
Now Norval hears something too. Footsteps.
âRachelleâs been home all night,â says Lila. âIâm sure of it.â
âI wouldnât bet your life savings,â Norval says, throwing the covers aside and stepping onto the plush wall-to-wall carpet.
âBe careful,â his wife whispers. âYou hear stories. It could be a home invasion.â
âItâs not a home invasion,â says Norval, reaching for his pants, which Lila has neatly folded over the back of a chair. âRachelle,â he calls, âwhere the hell have you been?â
No answer.
Norval pulls his pants on over his cotton pyjama bottoms and steps into the hallway. He descends the four carpeted steps to the landing, another six to the main level of the house, and finds Rachelle in the kitchen, her head in the fridge. Sheâs wearing cut-off shorts and what they call a âtank top,â which means to Norval that sheâs only half dressed, or more to the point, sheâs half naked.
âWhere the hell have you been?â he asks again.
âOut,â says Rachelle.
âWith Kyle,â says Norval.
âWith the girls,â she says, closing the fridge door and turning to face him.
Her eyes are bloodshot and heâs pretty sure sheâs been drinking. He tries to keep his eyes from her belly but they keep drifting there. Maybe Lila is right. You canât yet tell.
âWe went to the drive-in. That annoying Willard Shoenfeld checked the trunk of the car again. He has no right. Iâm pretty sure about that. You canât just search cars without a warrant.â
âFor booze,â says Norval.
âFor people trying to sneak in,â says Rachelle. âI suppose youâre implying we were driving around with booze in the car. Weâre not stupid, you know.â
âRachelle,â Norval says. âYouâre pregnant. Think about it.â
âI may be pregnant but my life isnât over.â
Norval pauses and then takes the opportunity to say, one last time, âTell me honestly. Donât you wish, even just a little, that you were going away to school with Haley and Kristen?â
Rachelle looks him square in the eye. âNo,â she says. âWhy would I want to do that? Iâm getting married.â
She tosses her long blonde hair away from her face, a move sheâs been practising since she was a small girl. Thereâs not much Norval can say in response. He used to say, âDonât you shake your hair at me, young lady,â but he learned long ago that his bland retort couldnât compete with Rachelleâs dramatic gestures. She stomps away from him and up the carpeted stairs to her room, leaving him alone in front of the fridge with his pyjama bottoms bunched up under his pants. He stands in Lilaâs immaculate, glaringly modern kitchen and wonders if he should, after all, give Mrs. Baxter and
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