moved. I was leaning against the carâs fender and he walked right by me and didnât say a word.
When I came to the edge of the lot, I threw the bundle over. Then I slid over the side, fell straight down into the bushes, and lay there. I heard a milk wagon pass, heard the steady clop clop clop of the horseâs hooves. The foggy sky was going soft and gray. A bird on a telephone pole sang. Sang and sang, the same thing, over and over again. Tolley, what are you doing? ⦠Tolley, what are you doing? ⦠Tolley â¦
19
Bubber wasnât in the cellar room. âBubber?â I couldnât see anything. I felt the bed. I felt under the newspapers. âBubber.â I could hardly say his name. I struck a match. Then another one. They kept going out. I felt around the cot again. I heard something, the sound of breathing, that dogâs breath. Bubber was underneath the bed. He lay in the dirt staring at me.
I lit another match. âWhat are you doing?â There were cobwebs on his face. âI just went to get our stuff from the house.â
He stared at me. âWhat do you want?â I said. âIâm here. What did you wake up for, anyway?â
âIs Momma home?â
I pulled him out. âNot yet.â
âIs Poppa home?â
âNo!â
His arms fell to his sides and he started to cry. I hated him when he cried. He cried with his eyes shut and his mouth open with drool coming out of it. âWhat can I do about it? Wipe that drool off your face. Hereâs your stupid rabbit.â
Bubber held the rabbit on his lap and he was talking to it silently, just moving his lips. He shook the rabbitâs head and it talked back to him. I was sure they were talking about me. âWhat did you say?â
Bubber shook his head. âRabbit says.â
âWhat does rabbit say?â
âTolleyâs too rough. Tolley tore my ear off.â
âI did not. That rabbit was torn when I got it.â
Bubber put his arm around the rabbit. âRabbit doesnât like Tolleyâs loud voice. He says poor Bubber woke up and mean Tolley was gone.â
âOkay, next time Iâll wake both you and your rabbit up. Neither of you is that perfect, either. How about all the times I had to look for you?â
âWhat times?â
âWhat times! What have you got, a mind or a hole in your head? Youâre always wandering off. âWhereâs Bubber? Tolley, go find Bubber.â I donât get mad at you and hide under the bed and not talk.â
âYou hit me.â
âWhen?â
âAll the time. You yank my arm. You push me.â
âNot that hard.â
âIt hurts, you always hurt me.â
âI donât do it on purpose.â
âIt hurts!â
âForget it, will you! From now on, you be the big brother. I resign.â I lay down, pulled a blanket over me. âBig brother Bubber, where are you? Iâm hungry. I have to go doo-doo.â
Bubber pushed me. âStop it.â
âThat hurts. You hurt me. You always hurt me.â
âDonât!â Bubber put his hand over my mouth.
âBig Brother Bubber.â I popped my finger in my mouth. âI want some bread and butter. Butter, Bubber, for your baby brudder.â
He pulled the finger out of my mouth. âNo sucking, you dope.â
âIâm hungry,â I whined. âFeed me. Feed meee.â I threw myself around. âTolleyâs little tummy hurts.â
âI donât say that, you liar.â He whacked me.
âOwwww! Bubber hit me. Bubber hit me. Owwww! Feed me. Youâre supposed to take care of me.â
He got the can of salmon. âWhereâs the can opener?â
âNo can opener?â Iâd forgotten the can opener. I threw the can against the wall. Then I got the hammer and a nail and punctured the top all the way around and pried the lid off. I didnât know how hungry I was
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