change a few things about your job description, Kate.â
Her blood chilled. She wiped the melting snowflakes from her eyelashes and looked at him, wary. âWhat do you mean?â
âI think you should stay home from now on. From the excursions.â
Kate felt her heart race into overdrive, this pronouncement infinitely more terrifying than any survival scenario sheâd ever come along for. Her brain supplied words Ty hadnât actually spoken, filled them in from a script sheâd been living out her entire life. I donât need you. Iâm leaving you behind. All at once, she was ready to flee and cry and scream and attack.
She shook her head, awestruck, grasping for control of her temper. âYou canât do that, Ty.â
âI have to after what just happened.â
âAre you firing me?â
âI didnât say that. Iâm just saying youâre off filming. Youcan keep the rest of your job, just not this.â Ty waved his arm to encompass the dreary landscape.
Kate felt a tightness in her chest, a sensation of suffocating dread. âNo. No. You canât justâ¦ditch me.â She heard the old Kate in those words and cringed at how needy she sounded.
âItâs not ditching. Itâs just⦠This canât ever happen again, Kate. Iâm sorry. Everything else you do for me, you can still do that. But once we get back and start producing the next season, Iâm not letting you be a part of the shoots.â
âWhat, youâll just do it all by yourself?â
âMaybeâ¦or Iâll hire somebody. Somebodyâ¦â Ty trailed off, eyes focused over Kateâs shoulder as though the words he sought were hovering behind her.
âWhat? Somebody better trained?â she demanded. âSomebody competent, orââ
âNo, just not you, okay?â
âYou canât do this, Ty.â The pleading quality had hijacked her voice again and Kate felt another pang of disgust. She hated herself for turning so suddenly pathetic, hated Ty for having the power to make her this way. âYou just canât do this.â
Ty smiled, tight and sad. âItâs my show. I think youâll find I can.â
That proclamation drove a spike into Kateâs heart, and before she could stop them, words were tumbling out of her, shrill with anger. âI canât believe youâre being this selfish.â
âNot wanting you to get hurt is selfish, suddenly?â
âThis is my life! This show is my life .â
He huffed out a frustrated sigh and shook his head in a patronizing way that brought Kateâs blood to a rolling boil. She stopped and set the camera on its case in the snow, rubbed her face.
He halted a few paces ahead and turned. Kate couldnât make out his expression through the heavy flakes. âWe have to keep moving, Katie. And we need to stay close. The visibilityâs going to hell.â
She barely heard the words. She was six months ahead of the present, picturing herself waving goodbye to Ty as he left for the next seasonâs locations, left her behind, left whatever it was they were together behind without looking back. See you, Kate. Iâll send you a postcard.
âKate?â
She shook her head, tried to clear it, but succeeded only in scrambling the pain and hurt, redoubling it. All the emotions she usually blocked out were finding weak spots, poking through the holes in her armor.
âIâm not changing my mind on this, Kate. Iâm sorry.â
That last word shoved her right over the edge and Kate found herself doing the only thing that felt rightâshe strode forward and pushed him. A harmless shove, then another that sent him back a step. Then a flurry of angry, ineffective fists to his chest. Ty let it go on for a few seconds and then grabbed her wrists and steadied her.
âKate, stop.â
âTake back what you saidâabout gutting my job
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