with?â I realize that he canât read my thoughts. Dammit. I do my best to nod. âThe gal you were with is fine. Sheâs inside.â The door opens and Jacks pulls me through and into my apartment. He drags me to the bed and sets me down on my back. I donât want to get blood on my bed. Itâs a bitch to clean up and I donât want to get a new bed. Iâve finally gotten this one worn in. Itâs bad enough I got blood in my car. I try to get up. Jacks lays a hand on my chest and pushes me back down. I try a second time, but Jacks holds me in place. âBlood . . . sheets,â I gurgle. Jacks puts a hand over my mouth. âShut up. That girlâWhatâs your name, kid?â The response comes from somewhere overseas. âMegan.â âMegan already put some towels down,â Jacks tells me. âYou wonât get any blood on your blankets.â Itâs a good friend who can make sense out of incomprehensible babble. Maybe he can read my mind after all. My head lolls to the side. The gray is starting to creep back into my sight. Iâm seeing tunnel vision. I feel like Iâm going to vomit. âDickhead, donât you go on me now.â Jacks taps my cheek a few times. I move my head back upright. Jacks holds it steady and looks into my eyes. âThe doc I use is out of state. Do you know any doctors?â I search through the Rolodex of my fading mind. I donât know any doctors. I hate doctors. I shake my head. Jacks tightens his jaw. âDo you know anyone at all in the health care field?â My rattled brain catches on something. âI know a ph. . .â I choke up on some blood. I clear my throat. âI know a phl . . .â The blood chokes me up again. âWhat the fuck is a phl?â Jacks asks. I can hear his anger level rising. Patience was never one of Jacksâs strong points. I grit my teeth and dig into my brain with everything Iâve got. â. . . botomist,â I manage. I close my eyes, thankful that the word is out of my body. I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. âWhat?â Jacks says, I can feel his body shift as he turns his head. Heâs now speaking to Megan. âDid he just say botanist?â Beneath my eyelids, I roll my eyes. âIsnât that a plant doctor?â Megan asks softly. I canât help but think that these two are idiots. Theyâre probably thinking the same thing about me. At least I have an excuse. Jacks turns back to me. âHow the hell is a botanist going to help you?â I shake my head, wishing I could slap Jacks in the face. I clear my throat again and take the most excruciatingly deep breath I can muster. I try to yell, but it comes out as a gurgle. âPhlebotomist.â âShit,â Jacks mumbles. âThat makes more sense.â âIs that going to help?â Megan asks. I open my eyes a crack and see Jacks nodding. âItâs going to have to do.â He reaches into my pocket and grabs my phone. I want to ask him if heâs getting fresh, but I just donât have the energy to be a smart-ass. He flips my phone open. âOkay, whatâs his name?â I groan. What is this, The 64 Million Dollar Pyramid ? How many questions is he going to ask me? âAsshole, what is his name?â I draw a blank. Iâm fading faster than I expected. Whatâs his name? This is like a high school exam I didnât have time to study for. The dog ate my homework. I clear my head and try to picture the phlebotomist. What is his name? As a squiggly lined picture makes its way into my head, I realize why this is so hard. Itâs not a guy, itâs a dame. âBuh . . .â Thatâs all I can remember right now. Even if I could remember more, I feel thatâs all I can eek out. Itâs slowly coming into my consciousness. I can hear my phone beeping as Jacks scrolls through the