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impassioned young Qais, even though his age (forty-two), physical appearance (underwhelming, at best) and previous theatrical experience (none) all marked him as being wholly unsuited to the role, there was more than a little grumbling about an unknown actress taking on the role of Laila. An estranged relative of the play’s director had spread the rumour that my mother was to play Laila, and Shehnaz Saeed had to bear Karachi’s collective disappointment when it transpired that there was no truth to that story. ‘The unbarked sapling whose pretty foliage will scatter before the cold blast of expectation, leaving only denuded branches, scabbed with the blight of inexperience and folly’ is how one theatre critic famously described Shehnaz Saeed on the morning of the press preview.
    The following day he was singing a different tune, with the rest of Karachi’s critics acting as chorus. In the wake of the announcement that Shehnaz Saeed was to return to acting, one of the newspapers had reprinted the volte-face review from all those years ago.
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The script is appalling, the costume and set design absurd, and someone should tell the greatest of our poets that it is an embarrassment to watch a man whom we hold in such high esteem brought so low by his own insufficiencies. He cannot act. But despite all this
, Laila
is without doubt the greatest thing to have ever happened on the Pakistani stage. Can I write the words without swooning? Let me try: Shehnaz Saeed
.
As the young, infatuated Laila of the opening scenes she is sublime. But as the play progresses and she becomes the mad Laila who metaphorically casts off her own living tissue to knit Qais’s flesh on to her bones, she exceeds all adjectives. The play’s greatest failure is to dim the stage lights as Laila looks into the pool and to bring them up again to reveal Qais standing where she had been a second before. After the brilliance of Shehnaz Saeed’s performance, even the original Qais seems an inadequate impersonator of himself
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    If I ever saw a performance—or even part of a rehearsal—of
Laila
I had no memory of it. But I did recall sitting at my mother’s dining table, colouring in a poster advertising the play. I was young enough to regard the alphabet in terms of shape rather than sound, and I loved the way my hand curved into the bends of ‘S’ that appeared not just once but twice in Shehnaz Saeed’s name. I made a mess of the poster, of course, but the Poet merely said, ‘This one’s too special to hang up for the crows to shit on. We’ll frame it and put it in my study.’ I knew he was saying it wasn’t good enough for public display, but I loved him for the way he chose to say it, and for his free use of ‘shit’ in my presence, and when he actually did frame and hang it between the paintings of two of Pakistan’s finest artists, with the words, ‘I think you’re a perfect bridge between their contrasting styles, Aasmaani,’ then I loved him most. The poster stayed there until I took it down and tore it up, years later, in adolescent embarrassment at proof of my childhood. It was one of the few times he was ever really angry with me.
    I drew up to Shehnaz Saeed’s house, and when the chowkidar opened the gate I drove up the long driveway and parked just near the front door of the double-storeyed, yellowstone house.
    There were three steps leading to the carved wood door and potted plants all around the alcove within which it was set—some hanging from the ceiling, some not. Lilies, orchids, spider-plants. I rang the door-bell. An old woman opened the door, looked startled to see me, and then laughed without evident humour and pointed at my eyes. ‘Descended from one of Sikandar’s soldiers, I always used to tell her,’ she said, and turned and walked away, gesturing for me to follow her.
    How often had my mother been here between