Like whether she enjoyed that kiss yesterday or was just pretending. Whether she likes guys to hold her face or her hips when they kiss her. Whether she has a boyfriend. And, most important…
what the fuck is she doing in Maine?
“Don’t go running alone here,” I say. I don’t bother to explain all the dangers of a woman running alone in the dark. Bar Harbor is safe enough, but all it takes is one sick fuck lurking in the bushes to destroy a life.
“Okay,” she says, surprising me.
I narrow my eyes and wait for it.
She squirms. “Why are you looking at me like that?”
“I’ve never known a female to acquiesce that easily without a catch. How about you hit me with it now and get it over with.”
Olivia shrugs. “Fine. I was going to say that I won’t run alone if you promise to go with me.”
“No,” I say, almost before she’s finished her sentence.
“Why not?”
I rap my cane once against the ground. “Well, for starters, despite the fact that there are tortoises that could surpass your sorry excuse for a jog, I’m in no shape to accompany even the most pathetic of runners.”
“What a handy skill you have of overloading a sentence with insults,” she says as she reaches up to adjust her ponytail. “That must be helpful, what with your thriving social life and all.”
I thump my cane against the ground again, studying her. “Must be nice, picking on the cripple.”
Olivia rolls her eyes. “Please. Your soul’s more crippled than your leg.”
She has no idea how right she is, and I have no intention of letting her anywhere close enough to find out. I’ve gotten good at shutting people out by pushing them away…being as nasty as possible until they reach their breaking point. But with her? It’s different. And not only because the three-month rule my father’s implemented means I can’t scare her away. I suspect she of all people might realize that the caustic, hostile routine isn’t a routine at all. This girl might just figure out that I’m
truly
rotten to the core.
It’s better that she does; I just need to delay that realization for a while. Three months, specifically. I’m not saying I’m going to be
nice
to her. I have absolutely no intention of going all friendly on her ass. But I’ll do whatever it takes to prevent her from realizing that I’m more dead inside than she can possibly know. I’ll do whatever it takes to ensure that little Lily gets the treatment she needs.
I will not, however, accompany her on her morning “runs,” and I use that word loosely.
“There’s a treadmill in the gym,” I say, continuing along the path.
“Is there?” she asks, falling into step beside me. “Rumor has it you don’t use it.”
“You know,” I say as though realization just struck, “I just had the
best
idea. How about we
not
do this chatty little shared morning together? You go ahead and scamper back up to the house with your ill-fitting shoes, and I’ll continue slithering along this path alone. Yeah?”
“My shoes are not ill-fitting.”
I snort. “Please. Where’d you get them, online?”
She’s silent for a second. “They got great reviews.”
“I’m sure they did. Probably by people who liked the pretty pink color.”
“What’s wrong with the color?”
“For lipstick? Nothing,” I say, even though I have no idea why I’m continuing this conversation. The innocuousness of it feels suspiciously normal.
“Let me guess,” she says. “Your high school track team placed second in the state like a hundred years ago, and you’re still reliving the glory?”
“A hundred years ago? Exactly how old do you think I am? And no, I didn’t run track in high school.”
“You’re twenty-four going on like a hundred.”
I narrow my eyes at her. “Is that a crack about the cane?”
“Oh yeah, can we talk about that for a second?” she asks, peering down at the object in question. “That whole snake thing is a reference to your penis,
what the fuck is she doing in Maine?
“Don’t go running alone here,” I say. I don’t bother to explain all the dangers of a woman running alone in the dark. Bar Harbor is safe enough, but all it takes is one sick fuck lurking in the bushes to destroy a life.
“Okay,” she says, surprising me.
I narrow my eyes and wait for it.
She squirms. “Why are you looking at me like that?”
“I’ve never known a female to acquiesce that easily without a catch. How about you hit me with it now and get it over with.”
Olivia shrugs. “Fine. I was going to say that I won’t run alone if you promise to go with me.”
“No,” I say, almost before she’s finished her sentence.
“Why not?”
I rap my cane once against the ground. “Well, for starters, despite the fact that there are tortoises that could surpass your sorry excuse for a jog, I’m in no shape to accompany even the most pathetic of runners.”
“What a handy skill you have of overloading a sentence with insults,” she says as she reaches up to adjust her ponytail. “That must be helpful, what with your thriving social life and all.”
I thump my cane against the ground again, studying her. “Must be nice, picking on the cripple.”
Olivia rolls her eyes. “Please. Your soul’s more crippled than your leg.”
She has no idea how right she is, and I have no intention of letting her anywhere close enough to find out. I’ve gotten good at shutting people out by pushing them away…being as nasty as possible until they reach their breaking point. But with her? It’s different. And not only because the three-month rule my father’s implemented means I can’t scare her away. I suspect she of all people might realize that the caustic, hostile routine isn’t a routine at all. This girl might just figure out that I’m
truly
rotten to the core.
It’s better that she does; I just need to delay that realization for a while. Three months, specifically. I’m not saying I’m going to be
nice
to her. I have absolutely no intention of going all friendly on her ass. But I’ll do whatever it takes to prevent her from realizing that I’m more dead inside than she can possibly know. I’ll do whatever it takes to ensure that little Lily gets the treatment she needs.
I will not, however, accompany her on her morning “runs,” and I use that word loosely.
“There’s a treadmill in the gym,” I say, continuing along the path.
“Is there?” she asks, falling into step beside me. “Rumor has it you don’t use it.”
“You know,” I say as though realization just struck, “I just had the
best
idea. How about we
not
do this chatty little shared morning together? You go ahead and scamper back up to the house with your ill-fitting shoes, and I’ll continue slithering along this path alone. Yeah?”
“My shoes are not ill-fitting.”
I snort. “Please. Where’d you get them, online?”
She’s silent for a second. “They got great reviews.”
“I’m sure they did. Probably by people who liked the pretty pink color.”
“What’s wrong with the color?”
“For lipstick? Nothing,” I say, even though I have no idea why I’m continuing this conversation. The innocuousness of it feels suspiciously normal.
“Let me guess,” she says. “Your high school track team placed second in the state like a hundred years ago, and you’re still reliving the glory?”
“A hundred years ago? Exactly how old do you think I am? And no, I didn’t run track in high school.”
“You’re twenty-four going on like a hundred.”
I narrow my eyes at her. “Is that a crack about the cane?”
“Oh yeah, can we talk about that for a second?” she asks, peering down at the object in question. “That whole snake thing is a reference to your penis,
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