mean I wonât get to Nationals with Swan Lake ?â âThatâs exactly what Iâm saying.â âBut Hildyââ âIs Hildy your coach?â I swallow and shake my head. âI know this sounds odd, but I think that by giving you such low components marks in your last competition, the judges were trying to push you. They can see you have the jumps and the spins. They know you have the makings of a champion, but you need to improve on the artistic side.â Heâs rightâthat doesnât make a lot of sense. But I get what heâs really trying to say. Itâs tango or nothing. âOkay. Iâll try it.â âYouâll have to do more than try.â Greg zips up his Skating Sensation jacket and moves toward the doors. I imagine myself on the podium at Regionals. If a tango will get me there, Iâll do it. Even if it means pretending to be someone Iâm not. âIâll tango better than anyone. I promise.â Greg nods at me and disappears into the rink. Now if only I can keep my promise.
Chapter Eleven
Pizza Supreme is packed on Thursday night. Mom only springs for pizza on special occasions, like me getting a crazy-Âhard new program. She claims it has too much sodium and saturated fat, and always makes Dad and me add a salad. Like the lettuce is going to zero out all the bad stuff from the pizza. Weâre waiting for a table when I see them. Ellery and a bunch of kids I donât recognize are crammed into a booth along the side wall. Mom notices them at the same time. âIsnât that Ellery? Why donât you go say hi, Kaitlin?â She gives me a little push in their direction. âNo, they look busy. I donât want to bug her.â Ellery hasnât called or texted me in forever. âI bet sheâll be glad to see you. Go on, now.â Mom gives me another push. I look to Dad for help. He just grins at me. I walk as slowly as I can toward the booth while pretending like Iâm really interested in the dancing reality show blaring from the huge TVs hanging on the walls. Why does Mom always do this? I donât even know these people, except Ellery. Maybe I should act like Iâm looking for the bathroom and then pretend to spot her. Yep, Iâm totally searching for the bathroom and not trying to avoid awkward conversation. Donât pay any attention to the girl whoâs eyeballing the wood-paneled wall like itâs the most interesting thing ever. Just as I reach the booth, I look toward the left and put on a surprised face as Ellery meets my eyes. I wave. She waves back and then starts chatting again with the guy sitting across from her. No way am I stopping to talk. Especially since it seems like she wants nothing to do with me. I take a decisive step toward the imaginary bathrooms and almost walk right into a huge tray of pizzas and drinks blocking the middle of the aisle. âSorry, miss. Be just a minute.â The waiter grabs a couple of drinks and some straws off the tray to give to the booth behind Elleryâs. Great. Now Iâm stuck here next to Ellery with nothing to say. Thanks, Mom. âSo . . . um . . . howâs everyone at the rink?â I finally ask. Ellery looks up from her conversation. âOh. Theyâre fine. Howâs the Fall Down Club?â She giggles. The scrawny guy sitting across from her laughs. He probably has no idea what sheâs talking about. âGood,â I say. âGreat, actually. Iâm working on a new program thatâs totally different from anything Iâve done before.â Ellery gives me her full attention. âThis close to ÂRegionals? What was wrong with your old program?â âIt was kind of boring, donât you think? And Iâm really close to landing my triple salchow.â In my dreams. But of course I donât say that to Ellery. She tilts her head. âBut you just started