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    Then, as I thought about it, I realized the confrontation that had seemed so catastrophic to me had, in reality, been very quiet and short here in the shadows.
    “Give me two seconds,” I pleaded.
    My insides were chaotic with panic and grief, but that didn’t matter—only the outside mattered right now. Putting on a good show was something I knew I had to master.
    “My dress?”
    “You look fine. Not a hair out of place.”

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    I took two deep breaths. “Okay. Let’s go.”
    He put his arms around me and led me back to the light. When we passed under the twinkle lights, he spun me gently onto the dance floor. We melted in with the other dancers as if our dance had never been interrupted.
    I glanced around at the guests, but no one seemed shocked or frightened. Only the very palest faces there showed any signs of stress, and they hid it well. Jasper and Emmett were on the edge of the floor, close together, and I guessed that they had been nearby during the confrontation.
    “Are you—”
    “I’m fine,” I promised. “I can’t believe I did that. What’s wrong with me?”
    “Nothing is wrong with you .”
    I’d been so glad to see Jacob here. I knew the sacrifice it had taken him. And then I’d ruined it, turned his gift into a disaster. I should be quarantined.
    But my idiocy would not ruin anything else tonight. I would put this away, shove it in a drawer and lock it up to deal with later. There would be plenty of time to flagellate myself for this, and nothing I could do now would help.
    “It’s over,” I said. “Let’s not think of it again tonight.”
    I expected a quick agreement from Edward, but he was silent.
    “Edward?”
    He closed his eyes and touched his forehead to mine. “Jacob is right,” he whispered. “What am I thinking?”
    “He is not.” I tried to keep my face smooth for the watching crowd of friends.
    “Jacob is way too prejudiced to see anything clearly.”
    He mumbled something low that sounded almost like “ should let him kill me for even thinking . . .”
    “Stop it,” I said fiercely. I grabbed his face in my hands and waited until he opened his eyes. “You and me. That’s the only thing that matters. The only thing you’re allowed to think about now. Do you hear me?”
    “Yes,” he sighed.
    “Forget Jacob came.” I could do that. I would do that. “For me. Promise that you’ll let this go.”

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    He stared into my eyes for a moment before answering. “I promise.”
    “Thank you. Edward, I’m not afraid.”
    “I am,” he whispered.
    “Don’t be.” I took deep breath and smiled. “By the way, I love you.”
    He smiled just a little in return. “That’s why we’re here.”
    “You’re monopolizing the bride,” Emmett said, coming up behind Edward’s shoulder. “Let me dance with my little sister. This could be my last chance to make her blush.” He laughed loudly, as unaffected as he usually was by any serious atmosphere.
    It turned out there were actually lots of people I hadn’t danced with yet, and that gave me a chance to truly compose and resolve myself. When Edward claimed me again, I found that the Jacob-drawer was shut nice and tight. As he wrapped his arms around me, I was able to unearth my earlier sense of joy, my certainty that everything in my life was in the right place tonight. I smiled and laid my head against his chest. His arms tightened.
    “I could get used to this,” I said.
    “Don’t tell me you’ve gotten over your dancing issues?”
    “Dancing isn’t so bad—with you. But I was thinking more of this,”—and I pressed myself to him even tighter—“of never having to let you go.”
    “Never,” he promised, and he leaned down to kiss me.
    It was a serious kind of kiss—intense, slow but building.…
    I’d pretty much forgotten where I was when I heard Alice call, “Bella! It’s time!”
    I felt a brief flicker of irritation with my new sister for the interruption.
    Edward ignored her; his lips