have been his golden years, when he had thought he could finally lower his guard and relax, stow the old Mauser in the night-table drawerânow more than ever he knew himself to be in real danger of attack.
His second wife Klara, who was, as she never tired of reminding him in subtle ways, twenty-three years younger than he, was having, he was positive, an affair with their sonâs former clarinet teacher, a despicable near-faggot named Wilhelm Springer who was even younger than sheâthirty-eight!âand at least half Jewish. Döring had no doubts whatsoever that Klara and her faggot-Jew Springer would be delighted to get him out of the way; not only would she be a widow, but a rich one. He had over three hundred thousand marks (that she knew about, plus five hundred thousand that nobody knew about, buried in two steel boxes in his sisterâs backyard). It was the money that kept Klara from divorcing him. She was waiting, and had been since the day they married, the bitch.
Well, she would go right on waiting; he was in fine health and ready for a dozen Springers to spring at him from alleyways. He went to the gym twice a weekânot on regular afternoonsâand sixty-five or no, was still damn good at man-to-man wrestling even if he wasnât so great any more at the man-to-woman kind. He was still damn good and his Mauser was still damn good; he liked to tell himself that, smiling as he patted the nice big hardness through the underarm of his coat.
He had told it to Reichmeider too, the surgical-equipment salesman he had met here at the Lorelei-Bar last night. What a pleasant fellow that Reichmeider was! He had really been interested in Döringâs Transport Commission storiesâhad almost fallen off his stool laughing at the outcome of the â58 appropriation business. Talking to him had been a bit awkward at first because of the erratic way one of his eyes movedâit was obviously artificialâbut Döring had soon got used to it and told him not only about the appropriation business but about the state investigation of â64 and the Zellermann scandal too. Then they had got to a more personal levelâfive or six beers had gone down the hatchâand Döring had opened up about Klara and Springer. That was when he had patted the Mauser and said what he said about himself and it. Reichmeider couldnât believe he was actually sixty-five. âIâd have sworn you were no more than fifty-seven, tops!â he had insisted. What a nice chap! It was a shame he was only going to be in the area for a few days; lucky, though, that he was staying in Gladbeck rather than in Essen proper.
It was to meet Reichmeider again, and tell him about the rise and fall of Oskar Know-It-All Vowinckel, that Döring had come back to the Lorelei-Bar tonight. But nine oâclock had long since passed and no Reichmeider, despite their clear understanding of the night before. There were a lot of noisy young men and pretty girls, one with her teats half out, and only a few old regularsâFürst, Apfel, whatâs-his-nameânone of them good listeners. It was more like a Friday or Saturday than a Wednesday. A soccer game tided back and forth on the television; Döring watched it, drank slowly, and looked through the mirror at those gorgeous young teats. Now and then he leaned back on his stool and tried to catch a glimpse of newcomers by the door, still hoping Reichmeider would make his promised appearance.
And make it he did, but most strangely and suddenly, a hand gripping Döringâs shoulder, a skew-eyed urgency of whispering: âDöring, come outside quickly! Thereâs something I have to tell you!â And he was gone again.
Confused and puzzled, Döring flagged for Franzâs attention, threw a ten down, and pushed his way out. Reichmeider beckoned intently, withdrawing a ways down Kirchengasse. A handkerchief was wrapped around his left hand as if he
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