one of them, I guess.â
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Yeah
,â Gayle said slowly, that night at the table, turning her knife back and forth beside her plate and frowning at it, drawing the word out as though it had been an extremely fine thread of some delicate fabric that would fray and then break if pulled too hard, âremember back before Roy was conceived, when we were still living in Brighton? And I was still doing my training research? Remember that patient I had? That mild mousey young woman from Everett who dressed like she was Miss Jane Marple in real life, and looked like her, too, even though she was fifty years younger, but then turned out to have that, well, rather unusual habit?â
âSure,â he said, âthe cockgazer-spinster. Male subway riders were complaining. She wanted what she didnât have. But, geez, Brennan? I doubt that itâs that. The old bastard does have four kids.â
âOh,â she said, ânot penis-envy, no.
Money.
But it amounts to the same thing. His younger brotherâs success is something he doesnât have. But he canât be jealous of it, as he couldâand most likely wouldâif someone else had it. No, no. To disapprove of Dougieâs big money would disapprove of himself, if he did that. Heâd be a jealous big brother. So instead he disapproves of Dougâs pretty wifeâand Iâll bet, I would
bet
, his good wifeâs plain, and he ignores herâbut he puts it in terms of her conduct. And now even his mother agrees.â
DellâAppa didnât say anything for a few minutes. â
Yeah
,â he said, âyeah, that could be.â
âNow, Natty Bumpo,â Gayle said, slyly smiling, âwanna talk about how come heâs so glad to see
you
back from your wilderness days? Since you claim you mean him no harm?â
âI didnât say that,â he said.
3
Late Monday afternoon Lieutenant Dennison had been careful in all respects. âNo need for hastiness, Harry,â he had said to DellâAppa. âNo call for concern. Take your time. Proceed calmly. Be of the best possible cheer. People and things change so constantly, but so gradually, that whenâheck, becauseâweâre around them all the time, we donât even notice whatâs going on until the whole commotionâs over. And then, when we start trying to figure out just when the whole rigamarole started, and what weâve got on our hands now, we get slam-dunked again. Our watchesâre no good. The calendarâs whatâs called for. And when we do get the main time-frame sorted out, well, we have to deal with the inner clock.
âSee, while everything else was changing, so were we. We were changing too. Youâve been gone almosta year. A whole year that Bobâs spent adding to that file, Short Joeyâs file. While you were out of here, loose in the woods by yourself, as far as heâs concernedâbecause you werenât where you could see him, watch him like a hawk, and he wasnât watching you, because he couldnât see you eitherâduring that year he was changing. Just like the file that he was working on was changing. And like you were, too, yourself. Independently of one another. So was I.
âWell, thereâs no need to get all lathered up when that happens, let alone when it finally dawns on you that it happened. Take your time. Like Iâve had to. Like we allâve had to, one reason or another. Iâve got a brand-new house.â
âWhat was the matter with your old house?â DellâAppa had said. âThe house in Canton, right? With the sunken living room, picture window, overlooking the golf course? One good strong lefty golfer with a nasty slice, youâre getting fresh air up the ass? I thought you and Tory liked that house. Never understood quite why, but I did get that impression.â
âAnd you were
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