eat,â I remind him.
âAh, yes. Good point.â He smiles, releasing my hair so that it flows back around my shoulders and drops down to my waist. âThough Iâm sure we can find something else to occupy our time?â
I smile, having already told Sabine that Iâm staying at Havenâs and hoping she doesnât try to follow up. She used to be so good about taking me at my word, but ever since I was caught drinking, got suspended, and basically stopped eating, sheâs been prone to following through.
âAre you sure youâre okay with all this?â Damen asks, misreading the look on my face as indecision, when itâs really just nerves.
I smile and lean in to kiss him, eager to erase any lingering doubts (mine more than his), just as Miles tosses his bag on the table and says, âOh, Haven, look! Theyâre back. The lovebirds have returned!â
I pull away, my face flushing with embarrassment as Haven laughs and sits down beside him, her eyes scanning the tables as she says, âWhereâs Roman? Anyone seen him?â
âHe was in homeroom.â Miles shrugs, removing the top from his yogurt and hunching over his script.
And he was in history,
I think, remembering how I ignored him all through class, despite his numerous attempts to get my attention, and how after the bell rang, I hung back, pretending to look for something in my bag. Preferring the weight of Mr. Munozâs penetrating stare and his conflicted thoughts about me (my good grades versus my undeniable weirdness) to dealing with Roman.
Haven shrugs and opens her cupcake box, sighing when she says, âWell, it was nice while it lasted.â
âWhatâre you talking about?â Miles looks up as she points straight ahead, her lips twisted to the side, her eyes completely dejected, as we all follow her finger, all the way to where Roman is talking and laughing with Stacia, Honor, Craig, and the rest of the A-list crew. âBig deal.â He shrugs. âYou just wait, heâll be back.â
âYou donât know that,â Haven says, shedding the skirt from her red velvet cupcake, her gaze still focused on Roman.
âPlease. Weâve seen it a million times before. Every new kid with the slightest potential for cool has ended up at that table at some point. Only the truly cool never last longâbecause the truly cool end up here.â He laughs, tapping the yellow fiberglass table with the tips of his bright pink nails.
âNot me,â I say, eager to steer the conversation away from Roman, knowing Iâm the only one whoâs happy to see heâs abandoned us for a much cooler crowd. âI started out here from the very first day,â I remind them.
âYeah, go figure.â Miles laughs. âThough I was referring to Damen. Remember how he got sucked over to the other side for a while? But eventually he came to his senses and found his way back, just like Roman will.â
I gaze down at my drink, twisting the bottle around in my hand. Because even though I know Damen was never sincere about his brief flirtation with Stacia, that he only did it to get to me, to see if I cared, the images of the two of them standing so close together are forever burned into my brain.
âYes, I did,â Damen says, squeezing my hand and kissing my cheek, sensing my thoughts even if he canât always read them. âI certainly came to my senses.â
âYou see? So, we can only have faith that Roman will too.â Miles nods. âAnd if he doesnât, then he was never truly cool to begin with,
right
?â
Haven shrugs and rolls her eyes, licking a glob of frosting from her thumb and mumbling, âWhatever.â
âWhy do you care so much anyway?â Miles peers at her. âI thought you were all about Josh?â
âI
am
all about Josh,â she says, avoiding his gaze as she wipes some non existent crumbs from her