she felt their presence like needles in her skin. Yet, Tashere loved Solomon. And at night when she was alone, she reminded herself that she was his first true love and that, regardless of the numbers of other wives and concubines, none of them could feel this way.
Tashere stopped herself at the great doors to the throne room and waited until the king was walking along the corridor. He saw her, opened his arms and embraced her, but she knew from long experience that his embrace lacked the warmth it once did.
âWas Naamah pleasing to you last night, my king and husband?â
âYes,â he replied flatly.
âIt saddens me that you no longer allow me to pleasure you, Solomon.â
He stood back and pulled away, looking closely at her. âShall I come to you tonight?â
She shook her head. âTonight is not a night for us. The moon god, Khonshu, has traveled again from Egypt to Israel to visit my body and my blood flows. And besides . . .â
âWhat?â he asked with a thinly disguised note of annoyance.
Tashere hesitated. âNothing.â She looked at him and smiled.
The king seemed to soften as if remembering her as she once had been. âI know that I have a place in your heart. That is all I need,â he said.
The compliment stung Tashere like a whip and she drew away from him.
âNot everything is pleasure, my king. You spend so much time looking up to the mountain that you may not see what is at your feet.â
âWhat are you talking about?â he asked.
âI have no power but what you have given me. No wealth but what you allow me. My dowry has already been spent on the timber and the stone of this palace. All I have is your firstborn son, Abia, your heir. And my task is to protect him, to protect your legacy.â
Solomon viewed her with dark, intent eyes but said nothing.
âThere are those, Solomon, who look upon your son with treacherous thoughts. Sons will kill other sons and it is their mothers who give them the knife.â
Solomon leaned back and exhaled slowly. She was unsure of what he might say or do because of what sheâd just told him. She waited in the silence, dreading his response, but for the life of her sonâand her own lifeâshe had to speak out. Then he bent down and kissed Tashere on the forehead.
âThe day is early and my mind is weary already. I donât needsuch girl-like thoughts from you, my dear first wife. You see shadows where there is only daylight.â And with that, he walked away toward the doors of the throne room, which were opened with a waft of air that ruffled Tashereâs gown. Silently, her lips barely moving, she said to herself, âBut, Solomon, you killed your own brother so that you could sit on your throne . . .â
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October 18, 2007
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