top of the stairs he was able to finally pick up the pace and run to the bathroom, then Peg made sure he was settled into his room and went back downstairs. V was down in the living room examining Peg’s glass pot pipe with a bemused look. Marijuana was something V had given up herself when she’d turned her back on booze, and she’d never fully approved of the fact that Peg still did it. But she let it slide as long as Peg stayed away from the bottle. “So tell me what’s going on,” V said. She said it in a way that somehow managed to sound forceful and commanding while still being compassionate. She’d been that sort of person for as long as Peg had known her, although admittedly when they’d first met Peg had not yet been a person that could appreciate it. Peg had gone to her first AA meeting when she was twenty-seven, shortly after her attempt at suicide but long before she would stop cutting. Tony hadn’t been in her life yet, although that was in the near future. Peg had been very confused about the direction of her life, although she still hadn’t managed to hit what her fellow alcoholics called “rock bottom.” She hadn’t really believed yet that she had a problem, or so she told herself at the time. In retrospect she must have understood that on some level or else she wouldn’t have showed up at the stupid meeting at the Lake Area Club. She hadn’t even lived in Oconomowoc for very long and she hadn’t thought she was going to stay. In the last three years she’d had seven different addresses and lived in three cities, usually crashing on the floor of some casual acquaintance that she hadn’t yet managed to irrevocably burn. This just seemed like one more inconsequential stop on the road to… well, she didn’t know where she was going and she didn’t really care. Yet something had drawn her to the Lake Area Club that day and she’d sat through a meeting. She hadn’t actually said anything, instead just sitting in the back of the room listening to everyone else tell their sob stories. She’d hated every moment of it except for one. One particular young man, he couldn’t have even been old enough to drink legally, was going on about how he’d been ordered to show up at meetings and how he had to drink because he was such a sensitive artist type and it was the only way to calm his inner demons. Peg had desperately wanted to call bullshit on him, but she got the impression that would have been frowned upon. So that made it all the more surprising when someone else did it instead. V was in her early forties at the time, although Peg didn’t yet know her as V. She’d introduced herself to the group at the beginning as Vivian, and from the way she presented herself it was evident that she had some standing around here. So when she spoke up to the kid about how he didn’t have the slightest fucking clue what it meant to have “inner demons,” everyone else sat up straight and listened. The kid, on the other hand, didn’t seem to take the hint. “Don’t go telling me what I do and don’t know,” the kid said. It appeared as though he had almost added the word “bitch” at the end, although the look on V’s face had probably been what stopped him. “You don’t know about my home life or how overbearing my mother was. My dad was working all the time…” “Those aren’t demons. Those are imps. Gremlins at best. You want a real reason to drink yourself to death? Here you go. My dad raped me when I was a teenager. When I tried to get away by marrying the boy I loved, my father killed him and made me watch.” The boy clammed up. Peg wasn’t sure if that was really what Alcoholics Anonymous taught as the best way to share your story, but Peg still wanted to applaud the way this tough old broad had shut the pretentious dickbag up. Peg didn’t attend another meeting until many months later after she had started seeing Tony. Somewhere along the line she had seen that there was