the bartender asked.
âIsnât everybody?â Reynolds tried to make a joke of it. âDam near, from what I hear. You have tickets?â
âI bought one today, matter of fact.â
âYouâre lucky. I have to work.â
âItâll be some fight.â
âThe colored guyâs going to get killed. Youâve heard about Sovich, havenât you?â
âHeâs killed several colored boys, from what I gather.â
âYou gather right.â
Reynolds eyed him. âYou like prizefighting?â
âSure. Donât you, Mr. Reynolds?â The bartender had sort of a high voice for somebody who was so chunky and had such massive hands.
âI donât know. I always think Iâm going to like it, and then the blood starts flowingââ He shook his head. âI just donât know if I do or not.â
âWell, tomorrowâs going to be special.â
It sure is, Reynolds thought. Iâm going to have to shoot somebody. And with the way things have been going, I âm going to kill him by accident.
âSpecial? You mean Sovich?â
The bartender nodded, wiped out the inside of a schooner with his white towel. âSure, Mr. Reynolds. It isnât likely a town this size is going to see him again.â
Six customers came in through the front door. They were laughing and slapping each other on the back. One, very drunk, was singing. He sounded Swedish. He was off-key.
The bartender moved down the bar to serve them.
This was what Reynolds had wanted, anyway. Solitude. He liked to stand at a bar and think through his problems and plan his robberies.
Tonight heâd gone to an alley with the Navy Colt his old man had owned. He needed to practice firing. His ineptitude with firearms was obvious. People assumed because you were a good thief you were also good with a gun. In fact, most of the robbers Reynolds knew were peaceful men. They would rather give themselves up than be shot or shoot at somebody.
He agreed with Stoddard that the robbery would look more believable if somebody was shot. Victor Sovich was less likely to be suspicious.
But he wondered how it would feel, shooting a man like that. Just shooting him.
He had a few more drinksâthankfully, the bartender got to talking with the group that had just come in and left Reynolds aloneâand then of course he started thinking about Helen again.
Things had been very, very good with Helen. Theyâd made a lot of plans, including a family and a cabin by a lake they could share with her cousin in Wisconsin. They were even talking about what parish they were going to belong to (Helen was partial to St. Michaelâs; he to All Saints), and then it just had all gone to hell. He wished he were better at crying. Being a small man, though, heâd carefully taught himself not to cry. He needed every vestige of manliness he could summon. But sometimes crying would feel good, and he knew it. To just goddamn sit down and bawl like a baby. Heâd seen his old man do it in the last failing months of the old manâs life, when the black lung had gotten especially bad and when he coughed up blood more and more. He could never have imagined the old man crying. But there he was in bed, with his wife holding him as if he were her child and not her husband, and he was bawling away without shame. The old man didnât have her faith in the afterlife. He thought we were just like road dogs, nothing but ribs and a skull left of you, and then not even that after a time.
âWhy donât you have a drink on me, Mr. Reynolds?â
âSure. Whatâs the occasion?â
âThe fight tomorrow. Those men down there rode all the way over from Chicago to see it. They say itâs going to be one hell of a fight, and the colored guyâs going to be lucky he doesnât get killed.â
The bartender poured him a drink.
âYou be sure and go now, Mr.
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