say.
âI appreciate that.â She absentmindedly opened and closed the cover of the French book. Jayne wasnât going to take him up on that offer to spill her guts anytime soon. She couldnât do that with anyone. Not with her parents, not with her sister, not with Larry the Fairy, not with the media.
The little girl was brain-dead. Not just hurt, as in physical therapy hurt.
But brain-dead. Like one step away from dead dead.
She couldnât say those words out loud. They were ugly, ugly, soul-crunching words.
When she was going to talk, it was going to be to that lawyer. And even then, hopefully, she wouldnât have to talk talk. Maybe I can just hand him Momâs notebook and let him look up the answers.
âHey, I brought you something.â Tom pulled his hand away from his backpack and dug around in the front pocket. âIt isnât really anything. Just something, you know, to make you feel a little better.â
He gave her a crumpled lunch bag. Inside was a framed photo of both of them sitting on the curb outside a roadside diner. Tomâs head was on her knee, and she was sticking her tongue out while she made bunny ears behind him.
âFinally.â She managed a weak smile. âIâve been after you forever to get this developed.â
She cradled the cheap black frame as she remembered that day on Route 66. Theyâd been outside of Flagstaff, on their way to the Painted Desert. Her dad had dragged her mom out to look at hieroglyphics; Jayne, Tom, and Ellie had amused themselves by taking tons of pictures. Jayne with her digital Nikon, Tom with his disposable cardboard camera.
âEllie took this one, right?â
Tom grinned. âYeah. The one your mom took is blocked by her thumb. For such a skinny woman, sheâs sure got a fat thumb.â
âItâs great. Thanks.â She slipped the photo into her messenger bag. The moment of happiness started to give way to sadness. The picture had been taken this past March. The biggest worry sheâd had back then was how to study for four tests while fitting in ten hours of tennis practice and putting on three car washes in one Saturday for three different clubs she belonged to.
The good old days.
âJayne, are you sure you donât want to talk?â Tom attempted a wink. He wasnât very good at it, though. He never was. âThis is your chance to unload on me. Ellie things. Gen things. Any things.â
The first bell rang.
âNope, Iâm good.â
Tom got up, his hands again twisting the backpack strap. âWe better get going, then. Heard a rumor thereâs a pop quiz in chemistry.â
A pop quiz she hadnât studied for. Yeah, that was going to get her on her feet and pushing her way through the crowds.
Jayne opened her French book again. âThatâs okay. You go ahead. Iâll be right behind you.â
She looked up when Tom didnât say anything. He had his backpack over one shoulder and was looking intently at the strap. He was contemplating something. He definitely had on his âHow do I put thisâ face.
Heâd had that same look when he told her his dog had eaten their team art project in fifth grade. That had been the first and last time Jayne had been partners with him.
She closed her book and rolled her eyes. âWhat? Whatever it is, just tell me.â
He finally met her eyes. âI know youâre trying to avoid people, but I can walk you to class. No biggie.â
âWhy?â A hint of suspicion was in her tone. It wasnât like she was Gloria Salas, his girlfriend in ninth grade. The one whoâd led him around on a leash and had him opening doors and walking her to class and making him blow his pizza-job money on her.
âWeâll be going past Jennaâs and Loriâs lockers.â
Jayne looked down at the cover of her French book, warped after a decade of students using it. She forced out,