Horse.â
âHate to hear you talk like that.â
âNot half as bad as I do,â he replied.
In the cab he pulled his hat down and pretended to sleep the rest of the way back to town.
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THAT NIGHT I visited Johnny at St. Patâs Hospital. He had taken stitches in one eyebrow, behind his ear, and on the jawbone. âQuit looking at me like that. I get out in the morning,â he said.
âYouâre being charged with attempted assault on a law officer. Whyâd you have to get in McCombâs face?â I said.
âDude leaves a big footprint. This is still the United States. I fought for this damn country,â he said.
âWhen wars are over, nobody cares about the people who actually fought them.â
âDoesnât matter. McComb tore up my home. He tried to hit on Amber. He didnât do it because heâs a cop, either. He did it because heâs a white redneck and he knew he could get away with it,â he said.
âIâve got to know why Ruggles and Eddy Bumper came after you, Johnny.â
He raised his hands and dropped them on the sheet. âMy coalition has sued a couple of oil companies to stop them from drilling test wells on the east slope of the Divide. In the meantime weâre trying to kick a pipeline off the res. I kind of went out on my own on this anthrax stuff, too.â
âSay that last part again?â
âA private grudge I brought back from the first Gulf war, I guess. Sometimes I see things in my head, in broad daylight, that make me wish I wasnât on the planet,â he said.
I didnât want to hear it.
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IT WAS LATE and I was tired when I got back home. Temple had already gone to bed. I fixed a ham-and-egg sandwich and poured a glass of buttermilk and ate at the kitchen table. The moon was up and through the side window I could see elk and deer in the pasture and hear our horses nickering in the darkness on the far side of the barn.
I grew up on a small ranch in the hill country of south-central Texas. My mother was a librarian by profession and my father a tack and hot-pass welder on pipelines all over Texas and Oklahoma. Both of them dearly loved our ranch, in spite of the meager income it provided them. They also loved the Victorian purple brick home in which I grew up. They loved the horses, dogs, goats, cats, sheep, beehives, fish in the ponds (called tanks in Texas), and even poultry in the chicken run on our land. My father named our ranch âHeartwood,â and he burned the name into a thick red-oak plank with the intention of hanging it from the front gate.
But the man who had landed at Normandy, and who had walked all the way across Europe to the Elbe River, was killed in a natural gas blowout at Matagorda Bay and never got to hang his sign. So I hung it for him down in Texas, and now I had hung it above our gate in Montana, up a valley that was the most beautiful stretch of land I had ever seen.
I brushed my teeth and lay down next to Temple. I felt her weight turn on the mattress and her hand touch my back. âYour muscles are stiff as iron. Whatâs wrong?â she said.
âHeartwood is the best place Iâve ever been. Itâs not one spread, either. Itâs the place where I grew up and itâs the place weâve built together, here, in Montana,â I said.
She raised herself on her elbow so she could look into my face. âWhat happened tonight?â she said.
âSeth Masterson tried to warn me off Johnnyâs case.â
âWho the hell does he think he is?â
âYou donât know Seth. He broke all his own rules. Johnny American Horse is in the meat grinder. You were right. Johnny might pull us down with him.â
She pressed her face next to mine. âListen to me, Billy Bob. You tell the FBI to screw themselves. Nobody threatens us,â she said.
I turned and looked into her eyes. They were milky green, the color of the Guadalupe
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