pleasure. Jason gave me that again and again.
I thrust my hips up to meet him, trying to match rhythms so as to achieve an almost violent crash of bodies. Itâs hard to
admit this, but I wanted him to fuck me hard enough to hurt. It was one of the reasons I liked picking up strangersâthey were unlikely to worry much about whether I was in pain or not. People in anonymous encounters tend to fuck with abandon. Of course, that sometimes meant that I would end up abandoned, if he came before me, or if he couldnât keep it up. But Jason was hanging in there, giving it to me and giving it to me.
When Iâm that wet and Iâve wanted it for that long, I can fuck for a long, long time. I started to worry that he wouldnât last, but I didnât say anything. Just when my worrying began to distract from the pleasure, he whispered, âItâs okay. I can do it.â And he began to fuck even harder, and I lost myself.
The orgasm was comingâbut if I followed my usual pattern, I would need a tad more clitoral stimulation. I tried to slide my hand along my stomach, but bumped into his hand, as he beat me to it. He had turned his long arm partway over and slid his thumb down over the very slippery, sensitive bump at just the right moment. Instantly, I felt the ripples build and break loose. My legs shook and my heels drummed on his back as I quaked with the power of coming. I wondered if this would make him go off, too, but when I settled back into the bed, he was still lodged deep inside me, fucking me slowly and contentedly.
Wash, rinse, repeat. After a while, he sped up, my muscles started to contract, he rubbed my clit, andâinsert sound effects like Fourth of July fireworks. And again. And maybe againâ¦I canât do math when Iâm like that. I kept thinking, Oh, this time heâll go off, too. But he didnât. And then I started to feel like Iâd had enough and I feared that he hadnât, and I was going to end up having to go through the ordeal of letting him fuck me when I didnât want to anymore. It would not be fair, after all, to get what I wanted and leave him unsatisfied.
Suddenly he pulled out, lay back next to me, and smiled.
âYou didnât come,â I said.
âAre you sure?â he asked.
âYes.â I put my hand on his chest and felt his heart beating hard. âIâm sure of it.â
âYouâre right.â
âDo you want me to go down on you?â I could not move at that point, as I lay there, thoroughly screwed, but I figured Iâd be able to sit up in a few minutes.
âNo, thatâs okay,â he said, sounding sleepy, or maybe I was projecting. âYou just rest.â
We lay there in the semidarkness of the streetlight, and after a short nap, my brain began to perk up. Thatâs when I realized that I had never told him where I lived, nor how to get there. He had been following me all evening, by his own admission. I didnât think I would feel so comfortable snuggling up to a psycho. Did I have a stalker?
âNo,â he said, stroking my hair. âI can read your mind.â
âWhat do you mean, you can read my mind?â I guess I thought it was some mushy romantic thing he was trying to say. But I was wrong. He meant it in the most literal sense.
âIn the bookstore, you picked up that cookbook because you thought the cover image looked phallic.â
âSpring rolls and bananas.â
âThen you watched that clerk, the one with the nose ring, walk by, and decided you really didnât like the way he smelled.â His voice was soothing. âThatâs the smell of patchouli, by the way.â
âAnd what was I thinking about when we were in the train station?â
âThe Man Who Came To Dinner.â
âHoly shit.â That was the play weâd done in drama club. He really could read my mind. âSo you were following me around all night,
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