snapped. She wanted him to kiss her. She felt an overwhelming urge. “Sweet dreams Cali,” Edwin said as he turned, walking towards his room. He paused briefly and gave her a smile before closing the door behind him. Cali walked into her room and turned on the lights. As her eyes adjusted she jumped when she saw Grace sitting on the couch. “Holy crap Grace you scared me! What are you doing in here?”
“I was spying on you out the window and now I want all the juicy details” she said excitedly. “Well then you will be as disappointed as I am because there are no juicy details. He kissed me on the cheek,” Cali said with a sigh as she plopped herself on the couch beside Grace. “Wait a minute, you’re disappointed? I thought it wasn’t a date? I thought you weren’t into him?” “Oh shut up, I don’t want to be interested in him. I have enough things to worry about. I don’t need to be worrying about my heart getting broken too. When he gets bored and realises I am just plain old Cali”. “You really believe that don’t you?” Grace asked with sadness in her voice and on her face. “I don’t know the guys that you have dated to make you feel that way about yourself. But you’re the pretest girl I have ever met and too add to that you are the nicest girl I know. You shouldn’t be so hard on yourself. You’re better than you give yourself credit for.” “Thanks Grace.”
“You know Cali we’re all running from something but wouldn’t it be nice to have someone to run with?” “Ya you’re right, it would be nice but eventually what you’re running from is going to show up and bring you right back down,” Cali bit her lip to hold back tears. “I think you need to live a little bit Cali” Grace said. Cali lay on the bed in her motel room thinking about her sisters and what they must be going through without her. She needed to know what was going on with them but she knew she couldn’t call. It killed her not knowing. She tossed and turned for a while but all she could think about was that night and her father’s dead body. She couldn’t get the horrible images out of her head. She got out of bed and went to the bathroom to get a drink of water. While filling the glass she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror . Youare not Veronica Burns. Youare nota k iller.Youare sweetandsassy Cali. She saw the scars on her wrist from being tied up and hand cuffed so many times, the scars that would always be there to remind her. She could try as much as she wanted to but the ghost of Veronica would always haunt her. Laying back down Cali’s thoughts drifted from her scars to Edwin. She thought back to when they were on the wheel of heights and how amazing she felt. He made her feel free, weightless and free. It was a feeling she had never felt before. Chapter 7 Andrew Harrison followed Veronica around school. She wasn’t allowed to talk to boys so she ignored him the best she could. Veronica liked Andrew. He was a nice guy. He wasn’t much taller than her. He was stocky with a round face and dark hair and eyes. He dressed in preppy clothes and was good in school. He came from a good family with two sisters and an older brother. His mom was a nurse and his dad was a bank manager. One day when the girls were coming home from school Andrew was at Veronica’s house on the front porch talking to her father. She was so scared she didn’t know why he was there but she wished he would just leave. The girls walked into the house and her father stopped her. “Veronica you see this fine young man right here?” her father asked putting his hand on the boy’s shoulder. Veronica imagined her father crushing Andrew’s bones with his bare hands. “His name is Andrew and he seems like a gentleman. He fancies you and wants to take you to prom but he wanted to ask my permission first” her father said looking at her. “I think because it’s your senior prom