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away, back toward the old tower.
    When he caught up with her she was beside Lokesh, staring at the paintings.
    “I tried to speak with Surya when he was running here,” Liya said. “He had said something to Gendun, had given him something, but wouldn’t speak with me. I kept asking him to turn back, reminding him of all the people who need him now.” Her voice was low and quivering, and she seemed to be struggling to hold back more tears. They followed Lokesh’s gaze into the shadows, where Gendun now knelt, studying the painting. “But finally he stopped and put a hand on my shoulder and shook me, saying if we are to save Zhoka we must go to refuge.”
    Shan looked at Liya again. She acted as if she and Surya were close, as if there where others, outside the hermitage, who needed Surya. He gazed back at the remains of the old gompa. “There are only ruins at Zhoka.”
    Liya followed his gaze. “Not for him.”
    “Not for those in refuge.” Lokesh spoke from behind Shan’s back. As he turned toward his old friend, Shan grasped the words. Surya had not been saying they must hide, he had been referring to the sacred refuge of Buddhist ritual, the place of enlightenment.
    “Surya spoke to me of a place of power he had found, on a ridge, used by Zhoka,” Lokesh said suddenly. “This must be the place.” He was touching the stone by the low entryway, intensely studying the pattern of lichen that grew on it, looking, Shan knew, for the religious symbols that sometimes could be discerned in the patterns of nature. “Surya told me he always looked for those that had been neglected, as if it were his job to restore them.”
    Shan surveyed the landscape again and realized that Lokesh was right. The lower alcove of the tower, formed of the natural rock formation, was sheltered from the north and opened to sweeping vistas to the south, toward the snowcapped peaks of the horizon. A ragged but sturdy juniper tree stood a hundred feet down the slope by the spring that bubbled out of the mountain. Lokesh looked at the lichen again, running a finger over a pattern like a wheel. “He said there were deities to be raised.”
    “Someone died in a chamber under the ruins.” Shan explained what he had found beneath the surface of Zhoka.
    “The little fresco room,” Liya said in a whisper.
    “You know it?” Shan asked.
    Liya closed her eyes as if in silent grief. “Someone died,” she said, eyes still shut, “Surya thought he was responsible. He burned his robe.” She spoke slowly, as if to be very careful to recite the correct sequence. “Then he came here, to the old painting.”
    “Because,” Shan said, just as slowly, “he had given up on saving himself. He was interested only in saving Zhoka.”
    Lokesh gazed into the shadowed rocks. “This is the kind of place where messages are sent to deities. I think the Surya who wore a robe may have come here if he thought his friends were in jeopardy,” he said with an uncertain voice. None of them knew the Surya who had shed his robe.
    Shan stepped beside Gendun, who was examining the old painting, running his palm across it, an inch above the surface, as though he were reading it through his hand.
    “I don’t recognize the image,” Shan said. “It is Tara, but I have never seen this form.”
    “Even in the old days it was uncommon,” Gendun explained. “It is one of the eight forms of the Holy Mother who protect against fears and demons. This is Kudri Padra. Surya was trying to awaken her.”
    Shan looked at him with a blank expression.
    Lokesh stepped from one side of the painting to the other, staring at it as if he had not truly seen it before, then nodded. “It is the Thief Catcher Tara,” he said with surprise in his voice.
    Gendun, still gazing at the painting, nodded his head slowly.
    “It’s all so wrong,” Liya interjected in a bitter voice. “A disaster. It will be years before we can try again.”
    “There was a little girl,” Shan reminded