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writing on the glass wall closest to her bed, and the words hung in the air like spoken sentences. Inked in Sharpie.
no light no dark no you no me know light know dark know you know me
    It made me feel better, seeing the handwriting I remembered from before the Sixteenth Moon.
so goes the hard way—the (fall a)part way—the (break a)heart day
    I rolled onto my side. “Hey. What does that mean, ‘the break a heart day’?” I didn’t like the sound of that one.
    She looked over at me and smiled. “It’s not today.”
    I pulled her down on the bed next to me, my hand on the back of her neck. My fingers tangled in her long hair, and I ran my thumb down her collarbone. I loved the way her skin felt, even if it burned. I pressed my lips against hers, and I heard Lena’s breath catch. I was losing mine, but I didn’t care.
    Lena ran her hand down my back, her fingers trailing along my bare skin.
    “I love you,” I whispered into her ear.
    She held my face in her hands and leaned back so she could look at me. “I don’t think I could ever love anything the way I love you.”
    “I know I couldn’t.”
    Lena’s hand rested on my chest. I knew she could feel my heartbeat thudding beneath it. She sat up, grabbing my shirt off the floor. “You’d better put this back on, or you’re going to get me grounded for the rest of my life. It’s not like Uncle M sleeps all day. He’s probably down in the Tunnels with—” She caught herself, which is how I knew who she was talking about. “He’s in his study, and he’ll expect to see me any minute now.”
    I sat up, holding my shirt in my hands.
    “Anyway, I don’t know why I write the things I do. They sort of come into my head.”
    “Like my father and his new bestseller,
The Eighteenth Moon
?” I hadn’t been able to stop thinking about it, and Amma was avoiding me. Maybe Macon would have the answer.
    “Like Savannah and her supercool new Link cheer.” Lena leaned against me. “It’s a mess.”
    “Give me an M. Give me an E-S-S.”
    “Shut up,” Lena said, kissing my cheek. “Shirt on.”
    I pulled my shirt back over my shoulders, pausing midway. “You sure about that?” She bent to kiss my stomach, yanking my shirt back down over it. I felt the stabbing pain disappear as quickly as it came—but I reached for her anyway.
    She ducked out of my arms. “We should tell Uncle Macon about what happened today.”
    “Tell him what? That Ridley’s starting fights? And even though she’s completely powerless, bad things happen to cheerleaders when she’s around?”
    “Just in case. She could be up to something. Maybe you should tell him about your dad’s new book.” Lena held out her hand, and I took it, the energy draining out of me slowly.
    “You mean, because the last book turned out so well? We don’t even know if there is a book.” I didn’t want to think about my dad and his books any more than I wanted to think about Ridley and Savannah Snow.
    We were halfway down the hall before I realized we had stopped talking. The closer we got, the more I sensed Lena’s pace slowing. She didn’t mind going back down into the Tunnels. She just didn’t want me going down there.
    Which had nothing to do with the actual Tunnels and everything to do with Macon’s favorite exchange student.

   9.12   
Adam and Eve
    L ena stopped in front of a black lacquered door. A handmade flyer for the Holy Rollers— WHAT’S ROCK WITHOUT THE ROLL? —hung skewed to one side. She knocked on Ridley’s door. “Rid?”
    “Why are we looking for Ridley?” I had seen enough of her today.
    “We aren’t. There’s a shortcut to the Tunnels in her room. Uncle Macon’s secret passageway, remember?”
    “Right. Because now his bedroom is…” I looked at the door, trying to imagine how Ridley had massacred Macon’s old room. I hadn’t been in it since the day Lena and I broke up.
    Lena shrugged. “He didn’t want to keep his old room. And he sleeps in his study