married and moved out. Frost had met Deaconâs uncle, tooâMorris Carruthersâwho had joined them midway through the meal, and after introductions, had confirmed that the 1978 Ford LTD with the hitch would be back in service by midmorning. Finally, Frost could no longer bear the suspense and had asked Deaconâs aunt just how much she knew about Jessica Pace, and about what her nephew Andy had been up to. The woman was amazingly, almost ludicrously candid in her reply, Frost remembered. âAndy had told us Miss Pace was on the lam from the feds because some Commie moles had worked their way into the bureau and the company and were out to waste her.â
Frost, standing under the shower spray, laughed thinking about the old woman; laughed in spite of himself, in spite of the fact that each second he spent anywhere near Jessica Pace upped immeasurably his chances of dying at an early age.
He turned the water to straight cold and stood under it for a while. Each moment he spent near Jessica also made it that much more likely that heâd get into a shoot-out with CIA and FBI people. The thought of shooting it out with good men simply out to protect national security because theyâd been told to do that made his skin crawl, despite the stinging cold spray under which he stood.
âDamn it,â Frost muttered, then turned down the water and shut off the faucet, stepping out of the shower and staring at himself in the mirror. Frost looked at the scar where his left eye had been. Soon, almost a decade would have passed since heâd lost it: He laughed at the face that stared back at himâhis own. Heâd lost an eye, but compensated for it. Now heâd lost Bessâthere was no compensating for that. While sheâd been alive, it hadnât bothered himâas much as it should have at any eventâto be with other women. If their marriage had gone as planned, it would have been different, he told himself. And he knew that thereâd be other women nowâbut it was still no compensation.
Frost, still naked from the shower, walked across the bedroom floor and sat on the edge of the bed. When he strained, he could hear the night sounds through the half-open screened window. He stood up, walked to the window and stared out into the night. Somewhere out there, he thoughtâ
Frost wheeled, his left handâcloserâreaching out to the Metalifed Browning High Power on the dresser, thumbing back the hammer to full stand.
âRelaxâGod, youâre jumpy.â Jessica Pace laughed.
âYou always walk in on people?â Frost rasped, lowering the Browningâs hammer and setting the gun on the dresser.
âSeems like I always see you without your clothes on.â
âThat should be my line,â Frost told her.
âYou know, nobodyâs socked me aroundâno man anywayâsince I knew this guy in high school.â
âIâm sorry,â Frost said emotionlessly. âYou like being socked around?â
âIt depends on who and whyâyou had it coming.â
âNo,â Frost started to laugh. âYou had it coming.â
âAnyway,â she said, her fingers drifting up to the front of the white blouse she wore, starting to unbutton it. âI figured Iâd come and make a peace offering.â
âIs that a double entendre?â Frost asked her.
âIf you want it to be. I mean, sooner or later, traveling across the country together and all, I guess I figure itâs inevitable. Donât you?â
âWell,â Frost began, âif you want an honest answerââ
âDid I say that?â She smiled, the blouse all the way open now. She shrugged it off and onto the floor. She started walking toward him, across the few yards that separated them, her hands behind her back; then the bra she wore slipped forward, the straps coming from her shoulders. She tossed it onto the floor.
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