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headdress, with rows upon rows of bells, sewn with green and red thread. The cow’s feet danced, and I dreamed of anklets tinkling silver with sound. The cow’s eyes were unfathomable and reminded me of Meterling’s (which is strange, because, of course, her eyes were always dancing or deep or dark) and I woke up.
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M eterling, our goose. Our giant. She sat in the sun and looked at the ocean. First she climbed up the banks of shifting sand, where fragrant pink roses bloomed. Beach roses. Then, there was the sight of the sea. The sea, the sea, it slid toward us, then slid back. All that water, all that rain. Meterling drank in the ocean, lay back on the sand, and felt the sun’s heat. The water roared and sounded, crash after crash in the soft broken swish glass shatter of water. “Auntie Meterling,” we cried, “come splash us with the water, come play with us!” But Meterling lay on the beach, and took in the sun full blast. Only for fifteen minutes, because we were all warned against its rays—all the aunties told us again and again to stay out of the sun. It will darken us and burn us to a crisp, make us faint, and create vomit, headache. Go to the ocean when it is dawn, evening, they say, soft twilight, the in-between hours. For the most part, we listened, but there were some times when we sneaked off to play in the sun, wanting to turn darker and darker, and Meterling once in a great while joined us. She splashed her feet at the water’s edge, but brought out an umbrella when the sun became too intense. Intruth, our aunties were right, we could only stay a short while before the sand painted out feet with fire and we ran for the shade of the trees, laughing and screaming all the while.
Grandmother spoke:
“I remember when Meterling was born. Her mother was a scrawny thing when Tharak married her. Quiet and abashed by our noisiness, she still found ways to assert herself by wearing jangling earrings instead of heavy wedding gold. We so love gold, don’t we, in our culture? Melted down and reshaped—how often has Roshanji come to our house to remake us new jewelry? But Asha wore jangling earrings, and was always abreast of fashion in the cut of her choli sleeves, in the fabric of her saris. That was the way she had her voice among us, I suppose, in her clothes.
“And Tharak. My middle child, who was always reading and working. A great scientist, they said, readying for the Nobel, but who knew his life would be so short? Thirty-nine only, and a car crash got them both. And Meterling only six years old.
“It was Tharak who named her, and yes, we all protested. ‘What kind of name is that,’ we asked, ‘and for a girl?’ But he said it was special, it would give her strength. We thought it was a name from one of those German textbooks he was reading at the time, about fissures or fixtures or something. Something about test tubes. ‘Meta’ we knew, there are so many families named ‘Mehta,’ after all, and someone said it was a diminutive, like the way we shorten ‘Shubashree’ to ‘Shuba,’ ‘Shobhana’ to ‘Shoba.’ But this ‘ling’ had a German sound to it, or Malaysian, perhaps. And then the r . I never could understand what Tharakwas doing with the name. Asha said it had come to him in a dream. She was eight months gone, and he woke her up, shouting, ‘Meterling!’ But sometimes I think that’s just what she told us. Meterling. We got used to it, you know, and of course, it fits. Meterling. Sometimes I swallow it, so it becomes ‘Meta-ling.’ And of course, we all call her ‘Meti’ now and then.
“My Tharak. A joy, you know. An absolute joy.”
And we kissed our granny’s tears away just then.
There were many beaches on Pi. The most popular were crowded, with “Hot peanuts!” and “Lassi here!” sellers and fruit vendors, carts full of pinwheels and streamers, beaches full of kurta- and pajama-clad women, or women in saris, fully clothed men, all walking arm in
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M eterling, our goose. Our giant. She sat in the sun and looked at the ocean. First she climbed up the banks of shifting sand, where fragrant pink roses bloomed. Beach roses. Then, there was the sight of the sea. The sea, the sea, it slid toward us, then slid back. All that water, all that rain. Meterling drank in the ocean, lay back on the sand, and felt the sun’s heat. The water roared and sounded, crash after crash in the soft broken swish glass shatter of water. “Auntie Meterling,” we cried, “come splash us with the water, come play with us!” But Meterling lay on the beach, and took in the sun full blast. Only for fifteen minutes, because we were all warned against its rays—all the aunties told us again and again to stay out of the sun. It will darken us and burn us to a crisp, make us faint, and create vomit, headache. Go to the ocean when it is dawn, evening, they say, soft twilight, the in-between hours. For the most part, we listened, but there were some times when we sneaked off to play in the sun, wanting to turn darker and darker, and Meterling once in a great while joined us. She splashed her feet at the water’s edge, but brought out an umbrella when the sun became too intense. Intruth, our aunties were right, we could only stay a short while before the sand painted out feet with fire and we ran for the shade of the trees, laughing and screaming all the while.
Grandmother spoke:
“I remember when Meterling was born. Her mother was a scrawny thing when Tharak married her. Quiet and abashed by our noisiness, she still found ways to assert herself by wearing jangling earrings instead of heavy wedding gold. We so love gold, don’t we, in our culture? Melted down and reshaped—how often has Roshanji come to our house to remake us new jewelry? But Asha wore jangling earrings, and was always abreast of fashion in the cut of her choli sleeves, in the fabric of her saris. That was the way she had her voice among us, I suppose, in her clothes.
“And Tharak. My middle child, who was always reading and working. A great scientist, they said, readying for the Nobel, but who knew his life would be so short? Thirty-nine only, and a car crash got them both. And Meterling only six years old.
“It was Tharak who named her, and yes, we all protested. ‘What kind of name is that,’ we asked, ‘and for a girl?’ But he said it was special, it would give her strength. We thought it was a name from one of those German textbooks he was reading at the time, about fissures or fixtures or something. Something about test tubes. ‘Meta’ we knew, there are so many families named ‘Mehta,’ after all, and someone said it was a diminutive, like the way we shorten ‘Shubashree’ to ‘Shuba,’ ‘Shobhana’ to ‘Shoba.’ But this ‘ling’ had a German sound to it, or Malaysian, perhaps. And then the r . I never could understand what Tharakwas doing with the name. Asha said it had come to him in a dream. She was eight months gone, and he woke her up, shouting, ‘Meterling!’ But sometimes I think that’s just what she told us. Meterling. We got used to it, you know, and of course, it fits. Meterling. Sometimes I swallow it, so it becomes ‘Meta-ling.’ And of course, we all call her ‘Meti’ now and then.
“My Tharak. A joy, you know. An absolute joy.”
And we kissed our granny’s tears away just then.
There were many beaches on Pi. The most popular were crowded, with “Hot peanuts!” and “Lassi here!” sellers and fruit vendors, carts full of pinwheels and streamers, beaches full of kurta- and pajama-clad women, or women in saris, fully clothed men, all walking arm in
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