The arguments in his mind spiraled and spun. He had to get away. And he wasnât just running away from what he wanted to do to Anthony Dore, he was running toward Philomena. He had to tell her before someone else did. She had to hear his version first. He had to go to his chambers, find the address of her hotel, and go there. But first, to make the world seem a much better place than he knew it to be, he must snort some dope. He smiled at the grizzled man, who now advanced and slipped his purchase into his hand.
A while later the night porter at The Daphne was being distinctly uncooperative. He was able to confirm that the young northern lady was in her room, or at least the key wasnât on its hook, but he couldnât contact the room because they didnât have that sort of thingâan internal communications systemânot even strings and bells, and he couldnât go up and knock on the door for Jonathan or deliver a note because he couldnât leave his post, such as it was. He was able to put a note in the pigeonhole for the room but he couldnât guarantee that the young northern lady would get it firstthing. Much exasperated, Jonathan tried to appear as if he agreed that the night porterâs concerns were legitimate and paramount, while figuring a way to be allowed to pass. But what logic could sway a pedant as rigid as the scrawny wretch who stood in his way? No logic. Heâd have to use the authority of his personality. He banged his fist down on the counter, making the droning porter jump.
âLook. If she doesnât get it, I might never see her again, so you are just going to have to let me up there,â Jonathan declared. âTurn your back if you want, pretend you never saw me. But donât dare try to stop me.â
The Daphneâs night porter, finding the gentleman quite tall and fierce, did turn his back, pretended to busy himself, humming under his breath.
Philomena was in her nightclothes when the gentle tap came on her door. She had just been sweeping the bed. Her earlier appraisal that the room was the cleanest sheâd seen at the price she could pay had had to be abandoned once sheâd slipped between the sheets and the fleas had awoken. At the door she called, âWho is it?â
âItâs Jonathan,â came the reply. âIâm sorry to come up here unannounced and Iâm sorry about earlier, but itâs desperately important that I speak with you.â
Heâd had a change of heart, of mind? She mustnât let him go off again, but nor could he see her this undressed. She grabbed her coat from the rickety wardrobe and threw it around her shoulders, calling, âIâll come out. You canât come in.â
âOf course not,â replied Jonathan. âIâll wait out here, shall I?â
Philomena opened the door a crack so she could see his face.
âIs it about the sense and the feelings and the fuss?â
Jonathan looked blank for a moment, before: âYes! Yes, thatâs exactly what Iâm here about.â
âWait there,â she said, and shut the door. Immediately she opened it again: âWhere are we going?â
âTo another cafe,â said Jonathan. âWhere we can talk. I can tell you a story.â
âOkay,â she said, and shut the door. She snatched it open again.â âYou wonât run off while I dress, will you?â she demanded.
Jonathan shook his head.
With her door closed she hurried into clean underwear, followed by the previous dayâs outfit, topped by her hat, rammed down to cover the unkempt state of her hair.
While Jonathan queued for mugs of tea Philomena looked around the cafe, thinking that that day had been the second strangest of her life, after the day following the Armistice when, as Danâs declared next of kin, hungover from the celebrations, she had learned of his death. There were all sorts of men seated at the tables.
Kurt Eichenwald
Andrew Smith
M.H. Herlong
Joanne Rock
Ariella Papa
Barbara Warren
James Patrick Riser
Anna Cleary
Gayle Kasper
Bruce R. Cordell