singer. At the end of the night, he came to my table and offered to buy me a beer. Of course, I was already totally enamored, but the second Brian opened his mouth, it was all over for me. Few nineteen-year-old girls can resist a gorgeous musician, but a gorgeous musician with a British accent? Forget about it.
When the club closed, we found a restaurant that served bacon and eggs all night and told each other the stories of our lives. Brianâs was much more interesting than mine. He was twenty-one years old, the second son of a distinguished family. I donât think he intended to tell me that part, because the minute it came out, he turned red and started fiddling with his silverware.
âItâs not a big deal,â he said.
âIt sounds kind of glamorous to me.â
Brian shook his head. âThree hundred years ago, maybe. Now âviscountâ is just a title. Comes with no lands or rights but plenty of responsibilities. Well, not responsibilities as much as pressures.â
âSuch as?â
âTo look more important than you are and maintain a lifestyle you really canât afford, like keeping a big, drafty, impractical house thatâs been in the family since the reign of George the Fourth, or sending your sons to Harrow because thatâs where weâve always gone, that kind of thing. Keeping up appearances. Itâs ridiculous. My brother, James, will inherit it all somedayâtitle, house, and headaches.â
âAnd that doesnât bother you?â
âNot a bit. Iâm free to do and be whatever I want. Of course, my parents donât agree. When I told my father I was dropping out of university to compose and play music, he almost had a heart attack.â
âYou mean you wrote those songs?â
He dipped his head forward. His sleek chestnut hair flopped over his brow.
âMost of them.â He smiled. âThe good ones.â
âEven the one about the phone booth? Wow! That was my favorite. Thatâs so cool! I never knew anyone who made their living writing songs.â
âWell,â he said with a shrug, âI havenât actually sold any. Not yet. But I own all the songs. And if we ever make it big . . .â
He let the end of his sentence trail off as he cut bacon into bite-sized pieces. âIâm starting to think it might never happen, not with Warrior Poets. Will doesnât have much of a voice. Trevorâs a decent enough drummer but only when heâs sober, which isnât very often. Iâm cashing in at the end of the run.â
âWhat will you do then?â
âGo to Italy. Iâm going to live on a barge for July and August, just float from place to place, drink wine, eat pasta, write songs, and perform for passengers in the evening. I saw an advert from a tour company, so I sent in a tape and got the job. Iâll stay in the crew quarters. Itâll be tight, but that doesnât matter.â
âWow. But wonât your parents be mad?â
He grinned. âWhat can they do to stop me?â
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Brian was more conventional than his rebellious words would have implied. Though he could absolutely have gotten me into bed on that first night, no question about it, we didnât sleep together for another three weeks. It was my first time, and it was . . . lovely. Beyond lovely.
In the morning, as soon as I stirred next to him, he pulled me into his arms, brushed the hair away from my face, and asked me to marry him.
The wedding took place a few days later, at the registry office. The surroundings were dingy and the ceremony was perfunctory, but I couldnât have been happier. I called my parents to tell them the news and not to bother sending the check for my fall tuition; I was dropping out of Princeton.
My mother sobbed herself hysterical, and my father unleashed more oaths than Iâd ever heard strung together at one time, then slammed down the receiver without
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